
Originally Posted by
Vinnie214
Your shit hits me like a truck Obs.
man I know one day my balls will die, that day could be sooner than I think, I'm prepared to go on TRT(not saying I'm happy to). But you said it yourself, roids have actaully ruined my expectations big time, when I was off cycle for about a year it felt so fucking slow, so depressing, half a kilo of mass would take like half a month, which is slow as shit compared to being on-cycle, it's the reason why I can't just "go back to being natural" I've gotten too used to the fast gains, the high sex drive, and feeling like a monster whereever I am. If I quit, I'd be 140lbs again, depressed, and probably quit BB and be a fucking loser, a loser I once never was, I was doing just fine before my stupid mind decided to hop on gear, but it's too late, I must continue.