I'm sure you guys get posts like this fairly often, so sorry if it's a common refrain. Basically I started my first cycle completely unprepared and I'm now realizing that it probably wasn't my greatest idea. I have an acquaintance who's cycled test for years. I hit him up awhile back about getting me some. I don't really know why I mentioned it; using steroids was never something I'd ever considered before, it was just a spur of the moment thing. I lift recreationally and am in good shape physically, but I have no desires to ever compete in powerlifting or bodybuilding. For reference, I'm a 27 year old male, 6'3" tall, 210lbs, very lean. Anyway, I got set up with Sustanon 250 and Equipoise. He gave me some basic advice on how to inject and how much and how often (which I misunderstood), and then I pretty much just dove into it instead of doing my research. That was about a month ago. For the past month I have injected 250mg of Sustanon and 200mg of EQ once a week. So I've done four total injections. (Turns out my friend meant for me to do the injections twice a week for a total of 500mg Sus/wk and 400 mg EQ/wk but I misunderstood.) I haven't been taking any AI or SERM, although I'm pretty confident I can get some Nolvadex soon. To be honest I haven't felt all that much of an effect so far, aside from a sore leg or butt cheek for two or three days of each week. I'm a little bigger, maybe a little more defined, although my bodyfat percentage is naturally always pretty low. A little stronger too, but not blowing my PRs out of the water or anything like that. Anyways, to get to the point, I'm wondering what I should do going forward. I've done a little more research the past couple weeks and I keep reading stuff about all the negative effects of AAS, how they thicken your blood and affect your HPTA axis, how you should never do them without an AI and hCG, etc. I'm reading all this stuff and freaking myself out, wondering what the hell I've gotten into. Should I stop the injections cold turkey or should I continue at the low dose until the end of they cycle (originally planned to be 8 weeks) and then take Nolva for the PCT? I don't plan to do any cycles in the future, although I will probably pursue TRT later in life. Like I mentioned before, this was not planned well, basically I just opened my big mouth and then when the roids arrived I figured "screw it, now that they're here I might as well man up and follow through with it."
Any advice will be greatly appreciated.