Leaving the lifestyle for good

[Obs]

My last post is one of the greatest I ever made btw.

Any distraction is the enemy.
Hobbies
Friends
Family
Special occasions
Releases

You will never relax either they won't let you.
Every second is their desires or total chaos.

[Couchlockd]

Thats what happens.

My ex wife pushed me to drive everyone out of my life. She is doing a good job causing fights between me and my gf too.

You dont realize it until you are entirely alone.
No family and no friends because thats how fucking hard you tried to keep it together.

They gotta be the most important ALL the time so everyone else or any distractions must go.

Jesus Christ man.

Your basically looking into my windows aren't you.?

You went through exactly what I am going through and then some.

I'd been committed 2 years ago if not for you

Thanks brother.

[Obs]

Jesus Christ man.

Your basically looking into my windows aren't you.?

You went through exactly what I am going through and then some.

I'd been committed 2 years ago if not for you

Thanks brother.

I am only saying this because I want you to get rid of your gf and kid so that I can be the center of your attention all the time.

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Just kidding but the mind games are literally on that level and above to some level no one but a narcissist can understand that I have no clue about or that bitch would be sucking my dick right now.

There is no cure for it.
Time doesn't heal their issue. It just makes it easier for them to hide it.

[AR's King Silabolin]

My last post is one of the greatest I ever made btw.

Any distraction i

Every second is their desires or total chaos.

Agree. Not what u would call a stiff competition though, but indepth thinking... No Qs.

Lol...
Comon bro.. Cheer up



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[Obs]

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Check it out... Had gf stage a garage sale so I could pretend to accidentslly leave the garage door open and shoot tweekers.

[Obs]

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That fkin bich is selling my rhinestone sparkly shirt becsuse it doesnt fit!

She must expect me to juice until I die!

[Obs]

You also just had silabolin tell you to cheer up.


Thats pretty fucking serious.

[HoldMyBeer]

I thoght trt was healthy and helped men live longer?

FOOD IS EVERYTHING
BEST PRE WOROUT JUICE
IS QWIM JUICE!!!!

All the studies that support that are when compared to low T. Not true otherwise

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[HoldMyBeer]

I guess I'll stay for shits n giggles

Just I'm tired. That's all

LMAO that didn't take long! Glad to have you back.

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[almostgone]

I do see trt happening.

Not at the 938 level I was at.

I'd like to be at 750-800.

Let my ass get a break for at least 6 months.

Then maybe bump it up a bit .

But I gotta get right first in my heart and soul and brain.

You know better than anyone obs, I swallow shit n smile.

But this ain't about that, it's about me at the moment. I need to get on track.

Maybe I should see a therapist and freak him out with my mind's inner workings

"What do you see here"
Snoopy, gun, weed, and needle"

What about this one

"Shemale, snoopy, weed, and reloading press"

And this one?

"You, snoopy, weed, Gerber knife and lots of blood"

Interesting, lets schedule your next appointment , I dunno, 75 months from now"??

1) I can see where a perpetually elevated T level would get old. After about 12-14 weeks of light blasting, I'm ready mentally and physically to scale things back. Off blast my total T is roughly the value you mention and my free T is at the upper end or just over the top.

2) May not need a therapist. Sounds like you have a problem similar to mine ....too many fvckers trying to live in my head rent free. Sometimes you have to evict a few of them and send them away for a while.

[Richard Head]

Take some time Couch, life gets to everyone once in a while.

Step back, take a deep breath and think. Family is most important, but you have to take care of yourself so you can be there for them.

[Test Monsterone]

I had to get away from a crazy girlfriend two years ago. We were together almost 8 years. I was depressed and suicidal by the end. She also tried to help me when we finally broke up. People are complex and not everything is black and white. I decided to leave and I'm happier now. Not 100% happy, but getting better. Not hopeless anymore. We are still friends, we were always better as friends - from a distance. Steroids actually cured me of my depression, come to think of it. Like I said, I'll never feel perfect, but I'll do what it takes for as long as I can.

[< <Samson> >]

I wonder how many times I said this

I’ll leave - in a pine box, hopefully a long time from now

[kelkel]

Take a couple weeks off. I do it every year. It does a body and mind good.
Just run TRT for a while. Coming off cycle TRT often times makes me feel like I can breath again. Like my body just relaxes and says thank you.
Spend time with your family and relax. Do the things you normally don't have time to do.
Let your lifting and fitness lifestyle revolve around your life, not the other way around.
Lastly, you're not allowed to leave.

[KennyJ]

This isn't for me anymore.

I'm leaving the board. Not out of any anger or issues with members, I just don't want to be here anymore, or have anything to do with this lifestyle. No drugs, no dieting, no lifting and no cardio.

Thanks for accepting me here in 2016.

Farewell to all and have a nice life.

Couch is officially DONE.

I'm still on wickr, if anyone needs insulin.

But other than that, I'm a ghost.

I hate that you're leaving. I wish you and your family all the best. I really enjoyed our conversations and I hope you will keep in touch.

[KennyJ]

You know what, your right.

You guys are more my family than my family.

Fuck this shit.

Couch needed a pep talk.

I'm good now.

Yes, glad to see this post. We all want you around.

[KennyJ]

You know what, your right.

You guys are more my family than my family.

Fuck this shit.

Couch needed a pep talk.

I'm good now.

Yes, glad to see this post. We all want you around.

[DeeCee112]

I'm newer around here but good to see all the support you guys provide to the members here that doesn't just pertain to cycle advice!

[< <Samson> >]

Take a couple weeks off. I do it every year. It does a body and mind good.
Just run TRT for a while. Coming off cycle TRT often times makes me feel like I can breath again. Like my body just relaxes and says thank you.
Spend time with your family and relax. Do the things you normally don't have time to do.
Let your lifting and fitness lifestyle revolve around your life, not the other way around.
Lastly, you're not allowed to leave.

Exactly my take


I do it twice a year, one break of about 8 weeks from March to May & the other usually in September & October


I still lift, but I take random brakes now - just did one for about 2-3 weeks since work picked up & we were busy af - my joints def approve

[Proximal]

Late to the party here, but damn Couch.

Kind of like what Kel saying about letting this stuff revolve around your life instead of the other way around.

We don’t exchange posts much, but I for one will really miss you. I just won’t miss that one song that you dug bout this brother having a bluebird on his shoulder. Still a wtf for me.

Hope you find peace bro.

[Obs]

Hes not leaving he is taking a break.

I am going to drive by him once a week and hit him with 1 gram of tren from a tranq gun.

He will be pissed by the fourth injection and dose himself.

[Proximal]

Hes not leaving he is taking a break.

I am going to drive by him once a week and hit him with 1 gram of tren from a tranq gun.

He will be pissed by the fourth injection and dose himself.

Good to hear.

[HoldMyBeer]

Hes not leaving he is taking a break.

I am going to drive by him once a week and hit him with 1 gram of tren from a tranq gun.

He will be pissed by the fourth injection and dose himself.

feel free to stop by my place w that tranq gun after

[Family_guy]

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Check it out... Had gf stage a garage sale so I could pretend to accidentslly leave the garage door open and shoot tweekers.

Lmao!!!! That’s so funny!

[Family_guy]

LMAO that didn't take long! Glad to have you back.

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Congratulations on your name becoming that cool sky blue color!!!

Me and Obs and Duff are still equals. We all got the regular blue name. Lmao!

[Family_guy]

I'm newer around here but good to see all the support you guys provide to the members here that doesn't just pertain to cycle advice!

Ya man we got a great group that does care about each other and we help each other. Not just with the same old steroid shit all the time either. We actually HELP in ways way more important than that

[Couchlockd]

Hes not leaving he is taking a break.

I am going to drive by him once a week and hit him with 1 gram of tren from a tranq gun.

He will be pissed by the fourth injection and dose himself.

By the 4th I'll be able to catch the tren darts mid flight and break it up to 2x weekly 500 instead of force fed 1g. Lmao

[Couchlockd]

Ya man we got a great group that does care about each other and we help each other. Not just with the same old steroid shit all the time either. We actually HELP in ways way more important than that

Yes we do.

We are a gang of "non-civilians"

PS. Trt isn't going anywhere!

[Family_guy]

Yes we do.

We are a gang of "non-civilians"

PS. Trt isn't going anywhere!

Ya except for Giuseppe...that guys all natural...except for all the synthol in his PeePee.

[Obs]

Yes we do.

We are a gang of "non-civilians"

PS. Trt isn't going anywhere!

I thought we were all criminals so... All the nattys have to be civillians.

[Obs]

By the 4th I'll be able to catch the tren darts mid flight and break it up to 2x weekly 500 instead of force fed 1g. Lmao

Lol it would hurt!
I used them on cattle and the would bellow and buck. Would leave a mother of a bruise. Needles have a bump in tthe to prevent them from coming out and tge medicine is injected by a super unstable primer about the size of and ibuprophen.

If you drop a primer it blows up like a firecracker.
I miss doing that shit.
Zy....xylazine!

Nothing like tranquing a big animal.

[gymffiti]

Best of luck Couchlockd