
Originally Posted by
Fluidic Cameron
Fair play to you for being able to resist.
I hadn't taken a valium in about 3 or 4 years, but just about a week ago I took 80mcg clenbuterol for the first time. 80mcg was way too much, I was tweaking like fuck, my thoughts were becoming paranoid, I was afraid I'd fuck up my job/career, and so I took one valium pill just to save me from the clen. As soon as that one pill took effect, it was oh so clear to me why I allowed this stuff to ruin me 10 years ago. It's very tempting to diffuse every negative thought and feeling with just a simple swallow. Nobody ever really knows what they're getting into with benzoes. Right now I have just one pill of valium in my house and it's only there for an emergency. I should probably flush it.