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SampsonandDelilah
Been wanting to update, hopefully my reply to Charger gets everyone up to speed. It’s a fucking fistfight ladies and gents and I feel like Glass Joe vs Tyson. I’m taking my beating like a man and getting back up at the end of each round and doing my best to keep a smile on my face. It gets harder every day and I haven’t even hit bottom yet. It’s disheartening to say the least. Almost at the halfway mark though and that at least is empowering.
I feel like a shell of myself, but I know I have what it takes to rebuild. Thank you so much for the thoughts, the kindness and the positivity...means so much to know others care. This is a unique place for me to vent and regroup and find encouragement in a collective that has the warrior mindset and knows what it’s like to push back when things get hard.
One last rep, going to failure, pushing your body, embracing discomfort...it’s all so relatable.
It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever done to this point in my 45 years and it’s just gonna get tougher. I can do it...I have no choice. There’s two little boys that still see me as a superhero and I’ll be damned if I let them down.
Have a great weekend!!
S&D
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