I call BS on running tren at 1.2 grams a week for a month or two and ended up in the hospital. This type of statement shows you have no clue what you are doing with AAS.
As far as your bench and squats both are very low for a person that has been training since 2009 and running as much gear as you say you say that you are. You should stop posting so much and spend time reading on how to train.