I was your age when i started experimenting with androstene and other pro hormones. By the time i was 26 or 28 i was on real gear. By the time I was 42 I was on TRT. The idea of running gear might be thrilling right now but when you have to inject every week for the rest of your life it gets old real quick. Point being I had plenty of room to grow naturally, learn about diet, learn how to train, etc but i took shortcuts. Theres usually a price you pay with shortcuts. Stick around read about training, dieting etc. You might learn something. But your original post tells me you're not ready for gear