wow you guys know what you're doing. thanx a lot again for your interest and response. admittedly, firstly i live in a country where the stuff is not easily available. so i will see what i can find. secondly, my purpose for using steroids was to assist me in gaining weight - which i otherwise battle to do due to an extremely fast metabolism. having gained 28lbs was awesome for me. if i could just gain another 28lbs i would be utterly content. the amount of definition and difference in my body allready, is remarkable and quite satisfactory. i'm not necessarily looking to bulk up to 200lbs or anything remotely drastic as that.
i am in awe with this site and can just see myself getting totally hooked and addicted though......