InsaneMuscle's log

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Hey guys, sorry for the rant, feel better now I literally awoke from a nap. I swear, all of this test has made me want to sleep more - glad the cycle is coming to an end. IM, it's your thread, it really wasn't my place. Plus I shouldn't talk, you should see how I cope

Buzzarro, nice trading posts with you! I really enjoy reading what you put up around the forum - wonderful knowledge!

Keep up the great work IM - take care guys !

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Great that you are feeling well on aroma. Just be sure you don't overdo it, I did and I haven't recovered yet.

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6.25 EOD was enough, since coming off HCG. If you quit HCG yes it would be wise to drop exemestane too, but let bloods tell.

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The TU is probably the best option, if it will take two months off home. Not sure about PCT, but the testo caps are worthless.

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It depends on peak levels, if you hit levels over physiological range (like I did) then AI might be useful, but most of the time is not.

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Looks discreet!

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Nope I live in Apulia, southern Italy.

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How about hitting that chest hard? Personally I'd like a proportionally bigger chest (if I were you!).

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Gotcha my man, good climate around there, should be visiting Italy and few places around in following months

Working or vacation?

In summer the climate is both hot and moist, which makes it uncomfortable. The rest of the year is great.

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The best pics yet IM. Damn, you are really looking good (NOT in that way ) - your delts and biceps in particular!

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I'm thinking the strength gains would be more dramatic for older dudes like that have been suffering from low test for many years and had been neglecting their training because of it. Then all of the sudden there's TRT and for some, even smaller doses of T kick in and it's back to the gym and OMG, look at the weights they're pushing.

What-ever you're doing is working, way to kick serious ass!

BTW, my wife has been my savior regarding noticing changes. Just when I'm getting down on myself (like after looking at all of you guys on the forum) she'll remark on my changes. She's really amazed by my change with this cycle, really has kept me going.

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I know exactly what you mean my man, I dont feel down ever lately but when I'm told something like that which I wasn't aware off, I get to re-think if Im getting results better than I could observe myself.

I dont like to compare my physique to anybody, I know we're all unique and I also know no matter how poor I may seem to perform, there are many guys who are so much worse than me and the same about like there are so many guys who dont even lift and are way better looking and have much better structures than I have trying to bust my ass with the weights...So I dont even begin, I know one for fact, thousand miles trip begins with the first step, and I have taken good few already, so its a matter of time now. However I do look up to some nice shapes and hard work put in the time to mature beautiful structures but then again, I dont have an idol per-say, but I do spot great arms on one dude physique, amazing legs on another, crazy chest on third and so on and on, I would ideally steal all of those that I like and install on to myself in time of course given sincere-hard gym work, nutrition and life habits put in place I expect to see at least remotely similar results brewing under the fabric , in time, of course , in time.

I understand how amazing and fascinating would it be to see your own body take changes every day/week/month, drastic changes, some of those like guys that have amazing genetics and had put in so much good work + they then jump in to competitive level and dial in all the extra spices from "black-magic" compartment (yes, tren, oral, deca, ... etc) but I know its a short game with those compounds, maybe in the future if I have really nothing better to do, maybe, but I have other plans for now and I just cant see myself going too far too high in this BB lifestyle. I ideally want optimised physique that does not require 10meals a day and can be sustained via optimised nutrition and lifestyle long shot.

You've got an enviable state of mind my friend. I've come a LONG way with that myself but still get frustrated with the "comparing game". Hell, I've actually walked out of the gym in the past because I just looked at someone and said to myself "what's the point, I'll never get to that level, ever".

This TRT has been an absolute God-send to me & although my cycle gains will pale compared to others (there I go again), I'm feeling it will be well worth it. I'm thinking (hoping) I just stay with test. Dropped the sermorelin because I think it just didn't do much and don't feel like selling my baby (car) to finance HGH.

Always nice posting with you IM, thanks!

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I am as of now seriously considering switching to Nebido type TRT, however, I know I dont have time to let my hormones crash so I could go to my GP once crashed to get avail of proper TRT nor I can afford possible mental side downregulation letting myself crash for that purpose, lots of life/business stuff is taking place and I need to be as stable as possible.

would it be wise to get myself some Sustanon and take a dose that would last me those 2-3 weeks etc so I could get few shots of Sustanon until I get sorted with nebido sourcing or TRT via GP?

Also thinking trying quit TRT (in the back of my head)for some time till I get my plans/trips/life/work more settle, this is just in the way of many things

Try hitting the GP now to check what's his/her mind about TRT.

I started with endo prescribed nebido but I am not going back at this point, local legislation makes it difficult even with a legit prescription to get pharma grade T. Even with all the downsides of UGL... remember when I said I crashed estro? It wasn't the AI; the last vial of TE is crap.

Luckily I still got some juice left in the old vial.

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Sorry to hear. Unfortunately it seems they are retarded pretty much everywhere in the west.

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Well that hcg dose shouldn't pull too much E2 from the testes, given the %bf and the TE dosage probably the aroma is too much for you, I'd stick to nolva and adex, if really needed.

You won't be facing these issues on TU as an AI wouldn't be needed, usually. I'd never inject the full 1g dose however.

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Are you still on hcg? Any weight loss due to diuresis?

Being short tempered is the most prominent low E2 symptom I experience. I get really, really angry.

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Aromasin is powerful stuff and really I couldn't understand how it can be less dangerous than adex, if misused.

About TU, I guess the scheduling can flex according to your traveling needs - if staying at home, injecting EOW is probably more than enough - away for a month? Load 500mg in your butt and peace.

The spikes hugely depends on your physiology, if going consistently above range then you WILL aromatize a lot TU or not.

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