my ex of two years was killed

[hoss827]

Totally sorry to hear this, My roomate from college just watched his friend die into front of him over spring break cause he got hit by a drunk driver. I hope you don't mind me asking but us that her in your avatar?

I dont mind you asking at all bro....yeah, thats her

I woke up last night around 3AM and decided to go for a drive.....I've never gone on a 'night drive' before..but its actually very relaxing and I'd suggest it to everyone sometime......It kind of lets you see the world for how peaceful it really can be..

I was listening to the radio on the way home from the drive and heard this song.....it made me cry. Being on PCT isn't helping either.....I see this ais a song with a double meaning......In one way it can be taken about breaking up, and the other it can be taken as letting go and heartbreak.....

i let myself fall into a lie
i let my walls come down
i let myself smile and feel alive
i let my walls come down
no matter how i try i don't know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart
you squeezed it full of pain


with this knife i'll cut out the part of me
the part that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for you


i can't believe the way you took me down
i never saw the pain
coming in a million broken miles
like poison from my veins


with this knife i'll cut out the part of me
the part that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the part of me
the part that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for you


the hate and the fear,
the nightmares that wake
me up in tears.
the nightmares and the hate,
and the fear
the nightmares that wake,
me up in tears.
the nightmares and the hate,
and the fear
the nightmare that wake
me up in tears
the nightmares and the hate

[Big Broker 1]

R.I.P. my prayers are with you

[guest589745]

Sorry about your loss hope you pull through


and I hope this isn't another sick joke.........

[lucabratzi]

Hoss I wrote this for my daughter but I thought it applies to you as well.



Don't think of her as gone away
Her journey's just begun
Life holds so many facets
This earth is only one
Just think of her as resting
From the sorrows and the tears
In a place of warmth and comfort
Where there are no days and years
Think how she must be wishing
That we could know today
How nothing but our sadness
Can really pass away
And think of her as living
In the hearts of those she touched
For nothing loved is ever lost
And she was loved so much

that is a beutiful poem...im seriously in tears from this thread...stay strong bro...sometimes the world seems unfair but the only thing u can do is man up to the situation and handle it as well as u can...im glad ur not drinkin it away...take things easy and dont put to much pressure/stress on urself...

[Doc.Sust]

i am so sorry for your loss. i have had my share of untimely death of loved ones,time will heal, be strong and be safe

[Panzerfaust]

the other night in a drunk driiving incident, i just found out....I'm tottally wasted right now and numb insdie and dunno how to cope.....I was hoping someone here could help.......I shouldnt be drinking...I should be at the gym training legs..andr achel should be at home with her family, and nieces for easter.....making them laugh and loving them......where was god

Where was god? Last time i checked he was around, you do realise its not God's fault and is not to blame..blame the stupid SOB that was driving drunk..did he die?

It was just her time Hoss..it is sad and unfortunate but it was just her time bro.


RIP

[BEER WHORE]

Sorry about your loss hope you pull through


and I hope this isn't another sick joke.........

yeah I think all worry about that