You'll be fine man,when your on the gear you have a great sense of well being,your gonna be the most outgoing effective mofo in the house.
Oh yeah I work in a metal refinery so even when I'm just training and not even on gear I get my balls broke like aawww man your doing steroids you meat head.Of course all these guys are in there 40's and 50's and are the biggest haters in the world and don't no shit from shine when it comes to training.