Loser ??? Really you want to go there.... of course you do, its easy to be insulting on what is normally a very helpful and inspiring board when you don't have to face anybody why you are doing it... be very happy about that my man.
ed said it perfectly... 10 years ago.. a month or so in the gym and this would be a non issue... hitting 48 and the world changes my friend
Furthermore, if you had read all my posts you would see my comments actually supporting your original posts in that I realize that changes have to come from top to bottom, in diet, in types of natural supplements, etc... I already exercise quite a bit as it is....
Like ed said, when you are in that endless cycle of trying to drop weight, then get hurt, can't exercise for long periods of time, gain weight, that affects your estrogen levels, which go up, your test levels go down etc. etc..
When you get on that cycle you look for somethign that can aid in getting off of it and get healthy....
Finally, again if you had read all my posts, you would see that this is not something I take lightly, others will tell you I have been on this board for a long while, researching, reading and asking questions..... I have never as much taken a sleeping pill in my life and you think I am going to the level of sticking myself every week because I am a lazy fat piece of shit?
thank you to Ed and Jp adn some of the others who have given good advice... the whole reason that I told the doc I wasn't going to go with both cyp and prop and that I was going to start at a lower dose is because of the solid advice I got here. Too bad one idiot has to come on here and throw insults.
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