have not cycled yet and when I do i won't tell anyone
My wife kinda knows and my buddy who got me started knows. I wish he didn't know cause he is my accountant too…lol. Been married for 14 years and my wife has a brother and dad that are doctors. Her brother does some HRT and has offered me HGH prescriptions in the past. So, my wife thinks she is injecting me with legit HGH instead of TREN….oh shit. The funny thing is she is like wtf when I wake up sweating at night, yell at the kids, or sees that dark yellow tren piss in the toilet. She says "thats what happens when your on the juice". If she only knew.
She loves the new me though. She can't stop stroking my arms, legs, chest, and….
BTW - with my short cycles and long off cycle it is harder for others to notice. I have had maybe 3 people say something. I just said "yeah been hitting it hard for 9 months now" - "diet and heavy weight"
Peace!
Good for you man!
Before I was married - she had no issues with me doing them..... NONE! Once we got married..... she then made up the excuse that needles were dirty. Never mind the fact the she's injected me before..... LMAO! So just to see if that was the real reason..... I convinced her to start taking B12 injections with the help of my father. Once she started those - I knew her excuse was BS for sure ahaha. Come to find out..... she's really insecure about herself and doesn't want me getting bigger and looking better. so incredibly fvcking selfish it's not even funny. Hell..... i'd love it if she went and got a boob job and didn't w/e she wanted.
I just hide everything from her and when she questions me I deny it. If she's not there for the injection..... she can't prove it. I also don't keep ANYTHING at home..... so she'll never find shit. If it ever comes down to it and she says it's her or the gear..... she'll be packin her shit. She wont give me a freakin ultimatum and make me cave like a pvssy.....
~Haz~
Yeah bloody woman, im going to be so picky from now on, and if people ask me and i decide to tell them for whatever reason, if there like thats dirty or whatever, they can get fvcked! i may have friends who wont agree with it, but if they dont know then they dont care, and thoes that know are close mates and know the way i am and except it and it doesnt bother them.
How can some girls not love it? if it makes you look above the rest? oh thats right its when the girl thinks she already has you she doesnt care. but doesnt want more girls being attracted to you. its all bullshit, the most attractive personallity are the girls who would be like 'pfft who cares' and its not a big deal for them.
One awesome thing about being single is that i dont have to share a room anymore, and can have shit lying everywhere, or i can brew whenever i want and not have to worry about anything, or anyone going through my shiit..except my sis, but she wouldnt suspect it at all, and if she found out wouldnt care
I just hate the media and what they have done to implant the crazy idea that steroids are dangerous! they CAN be dangerous if someone isnt educated, but i feel like ive got a good grip on it and can look after myself
Hey guys. I use steroids.
It's my dirty little secret. Wahahahaha
Secrets all over the place....I think this is why I come here....somebody has to hear me!
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People who don't cycle think that if you do steroids you automatically sprout wings and can bench press firetrucks. I don't tell people because I don't want them saying "ohhhh that's why".....they have no idea what it takes. The less they know the better.
I would tell more people but this is probably mostly the reason why I don't. Most people think this exactly. That you sit on the couch eating bon-bons and inject some juice and get huge. It is annoying really. They have no idea all the other work and diet that goes into it. I only tell the other guys I have know for years that are using them also. I am sure many others just assume.
I had told close friends of mine earlier, but I sort of regret it. People talk no matter who they are and too many people find out shit that's none of their business. This time I'm only telling my other friend who is using as well and my other best friend, both who live thousands of miles away now.
My GF knows, no one else.
why the fcuk people feel the need to tell their fcuking secrets is beyond me
Ive told a few people who have asked, acting like its shameful is nothing I feel like doing. I mean my business is my business, but if its someone I talk to on a regular basis I dont have a problem if they ask me. that couple with everytime I lift my nipples could cut glass and my forearms look like railroad tracks of veins.
my wife knows (I told her we were seeming to be heading in different directions in life and maybe should split up) so she decided to not make an issue out of it. My bud I sometimes do cycles with knows, and some guys that frequent a nutrition shop I go to every once in a while- the owner knows, I straight up told him, he used to juice, clean now, and i will talk about it with friends of his in his shop if he indicates to one of his friends who does steroids that "He's on the program" meaning I take steroids so I feel comfortable talking to them about it even if I never met them before because I trust the nutrition shop owner and know he's cool.
That's it though. I'm doing my first 'real' cycle right now so will be showing real big gains within a couple months, i think people will be asking me by then but i will deny and talk about eating lots of protein, lifting to failure, and getting quality sleep.
My girlfriend knows and she protects my secret and stash with her life . I quit smoking when i met her because she wanted me to but since i started cycling she doesnt mind whatsoever . She buys me my meals constantly and feeds me telling me " You need to eat more if youre on cycle . " Have i found the mother of my kids fellas ?
My mom also knows and shes pretty cool about it . She doesnt touch my stuff or go through it .
Other than that them , i refuse to let anyone else know .
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It's hard to hide at times and even though I don't tell people at times, I'm pretty sure they know. My wife knows, I was juicing when we met and she didn't have a problem with it then and doesn't know. She has said a few times her only concern is if it kills me and getting moody at times. My first wife had no idea about that or anything I else I did at that time in my life. I decided when we divorced anyone I had to lie to wasn't worth having in my life, anyone, friends or otherwise.
It's funny this topic came up. I was in justice court the other day handling some civil matters (evictions) and the constable, who I know pretty well, stops me outside the court room. He had lost some weight, good bit actually, since the last time I saw him. He started asking diet questions and then supplement questions and then the inevitable AAS question. I began to dodge it with the typical I eat right and work hard explanation, but I could not stand there and lie to him looking at him eye to eye. I don't know why, but I couldn't. I told him I was a HRT patient and had been diagnosed with "Low T", yeah right I'm 6'2", pushing 250lbs with 20" arms, I look like "Low T" about like a pinto looks like a ferrari. I explain that it is completely legit, my doctor has me on regular blood test and monitors the doseages, and most importantly that it is completely legal (which it is). He gets kind of quiet and looks up and says I think I have Low T, I am going to have to check into getting HRT. He then proceeds to thank me for actually answering his questions about it.
Some of you will say this is stupid, but I am too old, too tired, and quite frankly sick of trying to live a lie. I choose to use AAS, it's my choice, it isn't hurting anyone and I am an adult. If a woman can walk into a surgeons office and choose to be made to look like a cat, then I will choose to use AAS without the fear of legal issues or the hypocrtical b.s. from those that consider themselves to be important enough to sit in judgement of others. People can think whatever they want. I say to those who would condemn me for my choice two things: 1. quit being a part of the sheeple and educate yourself before opening your mouth or casting judgement 2. go pop another pill maybe that will solve your problems.
I have all the exact same stuff going on for me right now.... PLUS, my girl does all my injections for me. What a beauty.
I could never have a man inject me in the glute. hell no. lol.
She's had her f*ck ups though thats for sure... one time when she was on like 80mcg of clen I let her give me a bicep injection, and she was so shaky that post injection she dropped the needle, which proceeded to pierce through my quad. terrible terrible terrible feeling. lol. f*cking women.
-VM
Only the guy I juice with.... other than that, no one needs to know.
I don't tell anyone that I use/ used them
Unless I know they are
too many people are educated by the media
However if people arn't asking.... then your doing something wrong.
I'm not gonna tell a soul when I start/finish my cycle in the next couple months... I'm hoping that staying active (well, reading wise anyway) on these boards will help. Being that its winter and I only go out to social events every couple months, I don't think any of my friends will confront me about a 10-15lb increase, especially with them knowing how disciplined I am with working out / dieting.
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Last edited by SlimmerMe; 09-30-2010 at 05:02 PM.
only my buddies who juice and my roomie who injects me when i dont want too
everyone is so similar, friends who juice and barely anyone else. I'm the same, deny it to everyone but got busted by the more intelligent people I know
I told my wife that I plan on my first cycle next year. She didn't flip like I thought, but she didn't like it either. "How could someone who nitpicks everything that goes in their body put something like that in." I thought test was natural, but whatever.
Other than her, just the 250 lb, 5'-9" superheavy that is going to get me ready for my first show...
Hell no.........I'm paranoid.
if asked i just tell people im on p90x!!!
No one other than my training partner and my coach.
Everyone else thinks it's due to 'supplements', an anal retentive diet and my gym religioness.
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Cmon HP...ass has a ton of protein.
Anal retentive. Lol. No longer eating 'mom's pasta'.
Rest assured. DSM is no where near my diet.
See what you started Pride. Karma is a bitch.![]()
I thought this is all for entertainment purposes and nobody really uses gear??? Are you telling me in real life gear is used
Hehe, a classic post.
I've never done AAS, but I will in a bout six months or so. When that times comes, I will keep it to myself. People can't keep their mouth shut.
I have been making jokes about it for quite some time and pretty much everyone I know is like "If you take it, I will kick your ass" or that they don't want to talk to me. So... I guess AAS users are a minority and are treated as one. Which is a total BS.
I even asked my mom on many occasions, which was quite pointless. Everyone is brain washed and knows only what media says about it. "Your balls and your dick will shrink, liver will fall out, you will loose all your hair and have massive acne, at the end you will die". Funny how everyone says the same sh!t with such confidence as they knew it from their own personal research or experience.
I don't give a damn about what everyone thinks. If they want to be avarage or fat, it is their choice of a lifestyle... I know I am not...
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