How to prevent cardiac hypertrophy?

[shortie]

You really should not post your email in public like that~

[Maldorf]

I am not joking or trying to get attention or whatever...I just read over what I said, and was quite shocked at what I had written. It was like I was under a trance as I wrote all of that. What I am saying about me being a lonely anti-social is very true...there is no lie about that at all. I have no girlfriend, no friends at all, no social life, am a virgin at 20 years old. Life hurts for me...it really does. I do not believe I need help. because I believe that all of these feelings that I am feeling are very natural responses to the trauma that I am experiencing. It is like being hungry, depraved of food, when you get so hungry what do you do? You become angry, irritated, aggressive for the source of food...your desire for food increases, and you soon reach to a point where you must consume food otherwise you will die. When I have the analogy here with the need for sexual/emotional gratification...there is a clock ticking inside of me, and there will be a time that the clock will tick to a certain time, a time of no return, a time that I must satisfy my survival needs....
I can only wait in the darkness...or I can storm the darkness with blindness and seek that light...I can fight my way out of this hell hole, and acquire my need for emotional and sexual gratification...and then recover from my decadence...
I have a feeling that somebody is going to close this thread, but if anybody reading this would like to help me, give me advice on what to do or whatever, I would really, really apperciate it. My e-mail is
[email protected]
so we could talk over that...let me make this clear: I would never hurt anybody or myself...I am a person of caring love at this moment...I cannot imagine hurting anybody right now...it is just not me....
for the rest of you, I apologize for offending anybody or anything of that nature...I just need to EXPRESS my emotions is all...I do not want to suppress these feelings that is all.
Peace everybody

Well put. I can agree with you that your feelings are a normal reaction to your life experience. I have a friend that used to feel a lot like you, but he is now happily married and loving life. He didnt have many friends either, and was never able to make a good impression on girls. Things will change sometime in the future, when you meet the right person. Sounds like you need to meet some new male friends, or call up some old friends from the past. Go out on the weekends looking to just have a good time, and dont make center your thoughts on "getting lucky" that night. When you are stressing like you are it shows, and people dont want to be around you. I hope you call up some old buddies and just learn to hang out and not worry about females for awhile.

[RA]

That is the most intelligent response I have ever heard on this board.
Let me start off by saying that you are right in your own way on what your own definition of a man is. Everybody has their own philisophy of life when it comes to belief. Some people believe in religion, some people believe in the government, some people oppose religion, some oppose the government and so forth. Your definition of a man is one of a noble being, a warrior of heart and determination, is a good definition. However, I can not seem to define myself as a "man" due to several reasons:
1. I have very low social skills
2. I am not powerful and rich
3. I am always angry in life
I am not trying to make myself a "man" with this mass that I so badly want to acquire, but a Beast. I am trying to blow myself up with sheer mass and power so I can send the body language signal to other guys I come across that I am not one to **** with, that I am the "Man" around here...but the "Man" as in the "Beast". I want to walk with mass brute power, with a frowned face and stare down every guy that I come across...to be "Alpha" in a kind of way...muscles will help me express my character without even having to say a word, due to my social retardation. I can, if you will, fit in a class known as the Society's outcasts. I am one who lives in anger, hate, and fear. I am withdrawn, shy, remorseless, and raging with the fervor of hate. If anything does happen, all I ever wanted was
1. A girl to be able to satisfy my sexual desire
2. Acceptance, respect, and honor
3. POWER
So far, I have none of that...so therefore I constantly strive for those...

Honestly bro you should see someone. Im not kidding or trying to be a dick..this time.

[END-RAGE]

I am not joking or trying to get attention or whatever...I just read over what I said, and was quite shocked at what I had written. It was like I was under a trance as I wrote all of that. What I am saying about me being a lonely anti-social is very true...there is no lie about that at all. I have no girlfriend, no friends at all, no social life, am a virgin at 20 years old. Life hurts for me...it really does. I do not believe I need help. because I believe that all of these feelings that I am feeling are very natural responses to the trauma that I am experiencing. It is like being hungry, depraved of food, when you get so hungry what do you do? You become angry, irritated, aggressive for the source of food...your desire for food increases, and you soon reach to a point where you must consume food otherwise you will die. When I have the analogy here with the need for sexual/emotional gratification...there is a clock ticking inside of me, and there will be a time that the clock will tick to a certain time, a time of no return, a time that I must satisfy my survival needs....
I can only wait in the darkness...or I can storm the darkness with blindness and seek that light...I can fight my way out of this hell hole, and acquire my need for emotional and sexual gratification...and then recover from my decadence...
I have a feeling that somebody is going to close this thread, but if anybody reading this would like to help me, give me advice on what to do or whatever, I would really, really apperciate it. My e-mail is
[email protected]
so we could talk over that...let me make this clear: I would never hurt anybody or myself...I am a person of caring love at this moment...I cannot imagine hurting anybody right now...it is just not me....
for the rest of you, I apologize for offending anybody or anything of that nature...I just need to EXPRESS my emotions is all...I do not want to suppress these feelings that is all.
Peace everybody

well that sounds alot beter than your other threads, bro everyone wants sex, jus try a little hard.
good luck