Toughts of suicide after unresolve back pain

[sonar1234]

I am back in the gym but not lifting, my gym has a semi olympic pool and i am abusing it right now.

Swimming is great cardio, and acutally can cut you up a bit if diet is good.

I realize that my cardio sucks ass and that carrying 220 pounds of beautiful 40 inch waiste is going to be a challenge.

Bike riding can be done without pain has well.

[Adam F]

So what did the MRI say> Need to keep us posted!

[Booz]

taiboxa i know i have it bad and lots has happened i really dont care about your opinion you are very rude.

You will pay for this cause what goes around comes around, and flaming people like this is not normal.

I cared for my dying father and he took is last breath in my arms thats enought to shake anyone life.

I hope you die the same way he did you fukking idiot

this was in no way nescessary mate and if you were not in the situation you were in i would have thought about having you banned for the last comment on this post............
Tai inhis own way was trying to help you...............
i have been through a very trying time of late that i will not go into and thoughts had crossed my mind how much easier it would be to not be here/end it,but i am too strong for that,you have a back problem mate,thats not worth thinking about ending it all over......................
you are going the right way by seeking help,perhaps you need to seek counciling also over the thought os suicide,it helps beleive me....................

[Getinbgr]

And never forget, Jesus loves you. Quit measuring yourself against this world. No better time to turn to God then when life is giving you a beating. I'm praying for you.