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[BG]

Fuck, thx for the explanation. My stomach & gi issues def don’t make life easy at times. On the positive end - I let all the drugs, aside from booze go completely. Shit, even smoking cigarettes - again < I think it’s for good this time - Not even weed

My Xanax use all went to shit when I came off to try to knock up the wife - that didn’t work

I was up to almost two bars flat, started peeling back consistently at 1/8th every week or so. Last nite was the first nite I slept at “just” one bar

Be careful with the stomach, I underestimated it, when they say it has an effect on your whole body the weren't joking. When it went bad I could barely eat for a year, just boiled chicken, potatoes and a few other things. Then other things went bad I couldn't take any meds at all because of it and things went downhill real fast............one thing after another until I was 159lbs......down from 215. 20 years of BB'ing down the drain and I couldn't even imagine what I spent on gear/supps/food. I think I need a Xanax now .....jk

[< <Samson> >]

Be careful with the stomach, I underestimated it, when they say it has an effect on your whole body the weren't joking. When it went bad I could barely eat for a year, just boiled chicken, potatoes and a few other things. Then other things went bad I couldn't take any meds at all because of it and things went downhill real fast............one thing after another until I was 159lbs......down from 215. 20 years of BB'ing down the drain and I couldn't even imagine what I spent on gear/supps/food. I think I need a Xanax now .....jk

Dang,

I suppose it goes the same for all of our organs

Lately I really neglected my diet & got back on juice after stopping for two months. My water retention is at a solid ten Lbs.

Never really wanted to ask till hearing all this, but how old are you? I def have learned health doesn’t discriminate, age, race, whatever - we’re fucked when it hits

The later the better, I suppose - enjoy the ride as much as possible while it lasts

[BG]

Dang,

I suppose it goes the same for all of our organs

Lately I really neglected my diet & got back on juice after stopping for two months. My water retention is at a solid ten Lbs.

Never really wanted to ask till hearing all this, but how old are you? I def have learned health doesn’t discriminate, age, race, whatever - we’re fucked when it hits

The later the better, I suppose - enjoy the ride as much as possible while it lasts

48 feel like 70

One of the first things I needed to come to realize was I was pushing through all my issue's with gear and drug........my body would have fallen apart much sooner if I wasn't using so much and by push through with chems it allowed me to do much more damage.