xX Silabolin' s HIT Castle Xx

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What a fucking terrible day. Girlfriend jumped my ass for posting a picture of myself flexing onto facebook, which I am never ever on. She called it advertising, called this forum my second imaginary life, and had a crying fit.
Then I got a call about doing some hauling on a bunch of trees I trimmed and bid about half what I should have. Spent the day throwing dry crackly dead brush for peanuts after fuel expense.

I dont know wtf is wrong with me but I felt zapped all day, out of breath, and heart pounding. Piiiiisssss!
But its over unless gf is a bitch....

Such craving for attention... so cute.

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Such craving for attention... so cute.

Hey, why do you think I advertise!? Lmao! She is calm thank God!

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Hey, why do you think I advertise!? Lmao! She is calm thank God!

Maybe she thinks your so handsome you can attempt to sell your body.

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It's like when the man gets jealous from her all making up and wearing a mini-skirt.

Perhaps she's sensing some change of attitude on your part. Maybe your growing bigger triggers some sense of inadequacy in her, also because you could potentially attract other gals.

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Yeah actually you hit it on the head. Its not any different than before though but she has said I make her feel inadequate but it is not so she is worth every bit and more than I am.

I am not a cheater never will be. Cant do that my conscience is way too powerful.

Women are complicated animals. I must say this one has been much less complicated than the others.

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Of course you won't it's just her being insecure.

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On a completely different matter, a weird side I get from adex is urine dribbling. Probably faulty nervous control of bladder and/or urethra smooth muscle, or something. It doesn't happen if I'm naturally low on E2 (ie from low test). Fuck my brain.


Goodnight castle, going to bed.

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Of course you won't it's just her being insecure.

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On a completely different matter, a weird side I get from adex is urine dribbling. Probably faulty nervous control of bladder and/or urethra smooth muscle, or something. It doesn't happen if I'm naturally low on E2 (ie from low test). Fuck my brain.


Goodnight castle, going to bed.

Goodnight biz. I would jack the test up even if I had to wear diapers.

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Goodnight biz. I would jack the test up even if I had to wear diapers.

Because you get stronger from Test... I don't. Gonna stack a tad of Tren next month. 40mg weekly are more effective than blast doses of T in the regards of muscular responses.


90 min fasted jogging this morning. Could smell the acetone (from ketones) in nose.

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Because you get stronger from Test... I don't. Gonna stack a tad of Tren next month. 40mg weekly are more effective than blast doses of T in the regards of muscular responses.


90 min fasted jogging this morning. Could smell the acetone (from ketones) in nose.

I dont understand your condition but how high have you ran test?

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Lots of guys sing it's praises on here but I'd say I'm too young to start popping cialis on the daily. It's meant to be great preworkout....

I'd usually agree with this but alot of what you so is self prescribed. I don't know if you have done, but perhaps a whip round all of the doctors in your area would be more beneficial and less painful than self dosing anabolics?

Hope I didn't come off as cheeky there as it wasn't my intention

I'm mostly a TRT guy but I deviate a tad from standard.

Cialis isn't an anabolic, it's not toxic to vital systems and though it might trigger serious sides in some individuals incidence is low.

Being since 24 on TRT I don't really understand the young thing mate, I only intend it as a temporary fix btw.

Docs are meant to treat medical conditions. I got none, I already got everything checked out.

I dont understand your condition but how high have you ran test?

You mean the acetone thing? That's what normally happens when you burn fat, it's not a condition.

Wrote it above btw - I'm running Test-E at 300mg weekly with .25 adex 2x.

I pulled blood at 250mg and it lands me at 1100, so duh, 300 shouldn't be far from there.

I attempted 600mg weekly but felt like total crap and lowered.

[hollowedzeus]

Because you get stronger from Test... I don't. Gonna stack a tad of Tren next month. 40mg weekly are more effective than blast doses of T in the regards of muscular responses.

90 min fasted jogging this morning. Could smell the acetone (from ketones) in nose.

I could only dream of a 90 minute jog....

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I could only dream of a 90 minute jog....

Why? I would do too if I didn't take cialis y-day, duh.


Besides, I might tell the Castle I've lost control of another sphincter as well.

Literally soiled myself for the second time. Mum is getting tired of washing my pants

I feel like .25 adex 2x weekly with 300mg Test is suppressing my estro too much... let's try upping dose a bit.

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Why? I would do too if I didn't take cialis y-day, duh.

Besides, I might tell the Castle I've lost control of another sphincter as well.

Literally soiled myself for the second time. Mum is getting tired of washing my pants

I feel like .25 adex 2x weekly with 300mg Test is suppressing my estro too much... let's try upping dose a bit.

Would be fitness milestone for myself... why would cialis help? And please be careful biz.

Dont hurt yourself too much

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Would be fitness milestone for myself... why would cialis help? And please be careful biz.

Dont hurt yourself too much

It helps a lot for me it prevents exercise induced cramps and dyspnea. Not sure about mechanism, can only speculate.

Avoiding pain and discomfort doesn't usually lead anywhere.

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It helps a lot for me it prevents exercise induced cramps and dyspnea. Not sure about mechanism, can only speculate.

Avoiding pain and discomfort doesn't usually lead anywhere.

Lots of guys sing it's praises on here but I'd say I'm too young to start popping cialis on the daily. It's meant to be great preworkout....

I'd usually agree with this but alot of what you so is self prescribed. I don't know if you have done, but perhaps a whip round all of the doctors in your area would be more beneficial and less painful than self dosing anabolics?

Hope I didn't come off as cheeky there as it wasn't my intention

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But from the problems you have, surely no doctor can look at you in the eye and say you are 100% healthy. I cannot improve your health and quality of life...

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But from the problems you have, surely no doctor can look at you in the eye and say you are 100% healthy. I cannot improve your health and quality of life...

I know. Neither can docs lol. All of those I asked for consultation concluded I'm 100% fine btw.

Most of the stuff I use I can get it scripted if I ask, except for AAS obv, other than T as it was originally prescribed by an endo.

[AR's King Silabolin]

Finished. 2 hours public gym. Strong as hell. Fat as hell. I made up my mind. I dont think i will cut before my cycle. I will try to get as bad, strong and big as possible without gear. Then use the anabolics to get in shape with moderate test + non aromatizing drugs.
I know u guys dont like this but face me in july if u dare. I give u all my pornsites passwords if any of your pics can match mine. U choose the judges.

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Finished. 2 hours public gym. Strong as hell. Fat as hell. I made up my mind. I dont think i will cut before my cycle. I will try to get as bad, strong and big as possible without gear. Then use the anabolics to get in shape with moderate test + non aromatizing drugs.
I know u guys dont like this but face me in july if u dare. I give u all my pornsites passwords if any of your pics can match mine. U choose the judges.

Vikings never had porn

[hollowedzeus]

Bloods tomorrow going in with a sheet of paper with the things I want tested.
-total test
-free test
-FSH
-LH
-E2
-prolactin
-TSH
-FT3
-FT4

Is there anything else I should add? I don't want to ask for too much incase I piss them off and they don't give me what I want

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Bloods tomorrow going in with a sheet of paper with the things I want tested.
-total test
-free test
-FSH
-LH
-E2
-prolactin
-TSH
-FT3
-FT4

Is there anything else I should add? I don't want to ask for too much incase I piss them off and they don't give me what I want

I would at least add a CBC, that's very basic.

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I would at least add a CBC, that's very basic.

I had to look up what that meant. That's how much of a noob I am. But yes I will add that too thank you

[AR's King Silabolin]

Bloods tomorrow going in with a sheet of paper with the things I want tested.
-total test
-free test
-FSH
-LH
-E2
-prolactin
-TSH
-FT3
-FT4

Is there anything else I should add? I don't want to ask for too much incase I piss them off and they don't give me what I want

Why are u taking bloods then?

[hollowedzeus]

Why are u taking bloods then?

Because I've never had my health checked before and I feel I need it. I don't want to annoy them because I'm getting the overwhelming feeling when I ask to get these things checked that they will be like nah you dont need that checked. We will just do a normal blood test...

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Because I've never had my health checked before and I feel I need it. I don't want to annoy them because I'm getting the overwhelming feeling when I ask to get these things checked that they will be like nah you dont need that checked. We will just do a normal blood test...

End in the end it depends what you want to get checked.

Weren't you concerned about liver because of yellow eyes?

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End in the end it depends what you want to get checked.

Weren't you concerned about liver because of yellow eyes?

Would cbc not cover that or would I have to ask for liver enzymes or something of that nature?

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Would cbc not cover that or would I have to ask for liver enzymes or something of that nature?

Then you need to ask for a liver panel. That would usually include transaminases (AST/ALT/GGT), (in)direct bilirubin, alkaline phosphatase (ALP), and more, but these are usually enough.

[hollowedzeus]

Then you need to ask for a liver panel. That would usually include transaminases (AST/ALT/GGT), (in)direct bilirubin, alkaline phosphatase (ALP), and more, but these are usually enough.

I shall add this to my list thankyou very much. I appreciate it

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(in)direct bilirubin -> direct and indirect bilirubin. Also called total/partitioned or conjugated/unconjugated.

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(in)direct bilirubin -> direct and indirect bilirubin. Also called total/partitioned or conjugated/unconjugated.

Good save biz many thanks

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Filed my taxes today. It took beer. It is over.

[AR's King Silabolin]

I had to look up what that meant. That's how much of a noob I am. But yes I will add that too thank you

Mayby u should post your preblood question at the steroid.com qs and as section also.
We are a bit overqualificated for that types of questions in here.

I dont say u need to take numbere, bib, BG, Nach etc serious, but they takes may tell you what u def not need to monitor.

Ok then.
BP, heartbeat, cholestrol, ALAT, creatinin and male hormones, b12, HB, Fe.
With Cholestrol and BP as the major thing.

Personally i dont see the needs for female hormones and cbc, psa for a healthy natty young man.

And you shouldnt be using drugs for many years yet, so its no need to monitor drugrelevant natty values.

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Mayby u should post your preblood question at the steroid.com qs and as section also.
We are a bit overqualificated for that types of questions in here.

I dont say u need to take numbere, bib, BG, Nach etc serious, but they takes may tell you what u def not need to monitor.

Ok then.
BP, heartbeat, cholestrol, ALAT, creatinin and male hormones, b12, HB, Fe.
With Cholestrol and BP as the major thing.

Personally i dont see the needs for female hormones and cbc, psa for a healthy natty young man.

And you shouldnt be using drugs for many years yet, so its no need to monitor drugrelevant natty values.

Was a good shout but left it too late. Got everything you said there... they wouldnt test the bilirubin or the e2, PRL,LH or fsh

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Was a good shout but left it too late. Got everything you said there... they wouldnt test the bilirubin or the e2, PRL,LH or fsh

Dont need lh fsh. If test is good they are good

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Dont need lh fsh. If test is good they are good

Great thanks sil

Just wanted to cover everything in the one go is all

[hollowedzeus]

Can i just say both of my arms hurt like hell because of all the wiggling of the needle in both arms. 'Oh you have tiny thin veins'
No fucking shit stop wiggling it about

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Can i just say both of my arms hurt like hell because of all the wiggling of the needle in both arms. 'Oh you have tiny thin veins'
No fucking shit stop wiggling it about

You need some serious lifting then. Make those veins pop out, so drawing blood is easier. I never experience pain. The nurse at my usual lab is old like you won't believe, I don't know exactly how but for sure he's 80+, probably approaching 90. Very skilled though. He's never going to retire lol.

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You need some serious lifting then. Make those veins pop out, so drawing blood is easier. I never experience pain. The nurse at my usual lab is old like you won't believe, I don't know exactly how but for sure he's 80+, probably approaching 90. Very skilled though. He's never going to retire lol.

I have nasty big veins in my forearms for the iv and the dumbass that stuck me at the blood bank moved it all over, couldnt get it, and had to call for assistance.
I have also grabbed a nurses hand and pulled the needle back a quarter inch because they had gone right on through and I could feel it.
Hard to find a good sticker.

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You need some serious lifting then. Make those veins pop out, so drawing blood is easier. I never experience pain. The nurse at my usual lab is old like you won't believe, I don't know exactly how but for sure he's 80+, probably approaching 90. Very skilled though. He's never going to retire lol.

I believe keto has something to do with it. My pumps in the gym are pretty balls atm aswell. When eating carbs I've got pretty good vascularity on my forearms and biceps.

This person was against me from the moment I walked in. She looked at me in disgust when I gave her the list then she was like 'who told you to ask for this?'. Then went to get a doctor lol.