Heres my story.
17 y/o coming up to senior year. Old hs all american friend shows me his little secret. Thinking i knew it all, i didnt even hesistate to jump on sust 250 with a d bol kick start. Hands down dumbest sh*t ive done thus far. BUT whats done is done. I did end up doing some research which is why i decided to lay off for a couple year. My endo claims my test is low and plates are closed. Im hardly growing (if at all). The Doc claims my exceptionally fast metabolism is the reason i have such a hard time tacking on lbs, but when i was on aas my diet was irresponsible and still managed to gain 25lbs. I only kept 15 and am currently at 5 '10 150. I knew my test levels were going to be low because i had all the sighns. Thinking down on myself, lower self esteem, way less motivated to do productive things, and also started smoking a bit to release my stress (i quit). Im not content with myself right now and i kind of feel theres no sense in waiting till my early twenties because i already cycled. If i do another cycle soon it will consist of test - e and tbol. Any advice is appreciated