Mother fucking cigarettes
Stopped smoking for a while years back.. consistently in the gym. Running, boxed for a while and felt great, even though I was oblivious to the whole world around me as far as my jobs, corporate world bullshit and modern day slavery. Then fast forward 6 years later or so and I became not so oblivious to the life that I was living. Same old shit. Wake early as fuck. Work as a laborer outside in the elements, come home, scarf down a pre workout, go to the gym, come home, eat, sleep and do it over the next day.. Then it hit me, my God, everyday same bullshit, feels like ground hog day, everyday. I’m just a number to a company that doesn’t give a fuck about me, and have to obey by their rules or I can’t pay bills... go to the gym (which I love) but more or so recently it’s been “I have to go because I’m on gear” come home and it’s time to do it over again ... a month ago or so I didn’t give a fuck. I don’t get paid to lift. My job pays shit, and have to obey their bullshit rules. I said fuck it, bought a pack and drank some beers and smoked ciggs. I really don’t want to fall back into it.. because we all know the good that comes from it... whatever.
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Mother fucking cigarettes
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Originally Posted by
SampsonandDelilah
STOP while you’re ahead. Old habits die hard bro.
Cigarettes are fucking gross AND they’re expensive!
Every time you wanna have a cig, do 25 push-ups instead. This year has been hard enough, don’t add to it
I have this pack left.. and work in the am.. I have next week off where I plan to attack and kick the habit again..
Christ. This sucks.
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