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Got my test test back today. And it was a whopping 367....... Not as bad as I thought but not nearly where I think I want to see it. The reason I was tested is because in a week I will be having both testicles removed due to problems with cyst and pain and nausea. I have been dealing with this for the past 15 years and 3 major surgeries. My doctor wanted me to get tested so he could start me off around that number and start weening me off. I asked the question of why he would even want to wean me off. He said because it is expensive. And not needed He is very much old school..... Very nice but really.... My thoughts are why not turn a negative (testicle removal) into a positive and gain some muscle and in time feel good about my body and therefore have a positive mental outlook. So my question is should I demand a level of atleast 600.... Because that seems to be a safe and also productive level. I know the free is the most important part and I'm not sure where I am at with that because the nurse did not know that number. But I will call and try to talk to the doctor to see if he can look in the file and find my free level.