Thanks GearHeaded.
So I'll try to be as short as possible.
First cycle: July-Sep 2015, Test.Enanthate 500mg/week (12 weeks) + Week 7-12 30mg Winstrol ED, PCT only nolva 40/40/20/20
I think I didn't recover well, because I felt low energy and sleepy all the time, so I jumped back on in April 2016. I never did the blood work. I was stupid and didn't do my research. My hormones were probably a mess at this point already.
So in April 2016 I jumped back on 500mg Test.Enanthate and noticed nipple pain and a lump almost immediately, so I lowered the dose to 250mg/week and took some Arimidex for two weeks I think. It resolved, pain went away and lump also. I stayed on Testo since then, until I wanted to stop in 2017 when I also opened this thread:
https://forums.steroid.com/pct-post-...lp-needed.html (At this point I was already lactating, probably for a long time, I just didn't know.)
After some advice there, I lowered my dose to 125mg/week, started HCG 250IU 3x/week (used 5000IU) and then did Clomid and Nolva. I think 75/75/50/50 and 40/40/20/20. Can't say for sure, I didn't keep log. I ended with this in April last year.
Since then, I've been living my "Low T, low libido, transparent sperm, milky breasts" life. (Year and a half)
I started looking for medical help in November last year. Been to many many Doctors. Was on Caber Therapy (April-September) for Prolactin, because it was thought that it's the one causing the lactation, but it turns out it isn't. I was lactating the whole time on caber and still am. I have another thread about all this, just not getting any more input there:
https://forums.steroid.com/pct-post-...power-pct.html
So that's it. I never recovered and I don't know what to do. Doctors don't know either (at least not the ones I've met).
On top of that, I've recently had a nipple pain again and a lump. I thought it was because of the prolactin raising back, but it was still in range, so I have no clue what was/is happening. The pain went away though, but the lump stayed. Mammography confirmed some tissue.
That's the whole story.