Look, I know how you feel. I have a thread in the Lounge explaining my current situation and even though i've been away for a couple of years. You will NOT see me asking about cycle advice at this time. AAS is not a miracle worker like so many believe. Our best bet here is sound diet coupled with cardio and of course most important consistency in those aspects.
I know it must be burning inside your mind that if you can just jump on a cycle, that will motivate you to train hard and keep going but lets not put the carriage before the horse here. We gotta get that BF% down then later look to move onto a cycle.
I would like to jump on a cycle because I know how it makes you feel but it really is the smart thing to do by waiting.
I wish you the best of luck, i'm in the same boat as you friend and while its going to be a tough road back. I know we can do it.
