hello guys....
i m really confused, would like to find someone to chat with...
I m a hard gainer, have never been able to bulk up, i work out really hard, get a pump, that dissapears by the time i walk out of the gym
its so hard for me to be taking serious due to the fact that i am small (5'4) and really thin (118)...I've tried trainers, gainers, dif supplements, and nothing, i cant break my metabolism.
So i was in the process of getting Anavar (Oxandrolone) a friend was going to get it for me, and at the last moment I backed up due to the possible side effects... My friend and the body building websites, swear by this product, claiming is the safest, that wont give you liver or testicular (testosterone production after cycle) problems, no gynecomastia and that you will keep most of the gains and wont digress to what u were before taking it... But when i read the medical journals the picture was different... All does side effects are possible even at very low doses..... So i stop the process of getting it... my firend was upset and now I dont know if i did the right thing....
I am not looking to get Huge, i would be soo happy with a 10Lbs increase, but is it worth the health risk to look better and be noticed more?
As a gay man, since I am so slim is as if i were invisible. I am tired of not fitting in based on what i look like.. I am tired of having to buy clothes in the kids section... etc....
Its so hard to be smart, funny, people say good looking and all and all, not at bad buddy at all, very fit if I can say so, but once i put a dress shirt on, the body doesnt show and i look like a 14 y/o boy
So guys, anyone here can just learn advice on the matter, did i do the right thing? am I over paranoid thinking one cycle will be so harmful? is it really that good? also whats the going price for it, i think my friend was scamming me
thanks for reading, I am very down now, for a minute there i thought this was the answer to my prayers and now that crambled
thanks for reading, if you got advice, comments, support or any other interventions I would love to hear them
thanks guys
Reply With Quote
