UPDATE -

So as excepted . the initial gram of Tren and 2 grams of test kicking in and making me feel like shit and on edge and totally unable to sleep has simply now become my new normal. I'm getting accustomed to it. I'll just live, eat, train, work , etc. and do all that I need to do , doesn't matter how I feel or not.
when it first hits you, you second guess your self and question wither or not you want to go through with feeling uncomfortable like this or not. but then a few days pass and your used to it.

so now fuck it, its all about the gains !!

The 'Tren Stregth' is kicking in. on my press day I incline hammer strength pressed 5 plates per side and that didn't phase me (haven't went that heavy in awhile) . overhead press 205 for very very strict form (all on my delts) and repped it out for multiple sets of 8-10. hit some arms and hammer curled 90lb dumbbells for sets of 12.

this is why I don't run Tren for longer then 6-8 weeks or so. getting amped up and a lot stronger is great, but it can only last for a short phase. otherwise I feel your going to just wreck yourself always pushing heavier and heavier weight.

but I'll take it for now.
the only time I feel good and normal is the 2-3 hours I'm in the gym. so feeling strong is a big bonus right now