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[Myka]

oh rulfreak I almost forgot...Im getting kicked out of my uni

[RuhlFreak55]

oh rulfreak I almost forgot...Im getting kicked out of my uni

?????what did you do??????

[Myka]

broke a rule here and there

[Myka]

me =

[RuhlFreak55]

what kind of rules? how do you get kicked out of a university? you had to have done something bad

[RuhlFreak55]

me =

yeah i might have to agree with you there

[Tren Bull]

what kind of rules? how do you get kicked out of a university? you had to have done something bad

do you think they would kick you out if you were posting up on a roof with a really powerfull pellet gun with a scope, shooting cars as they go past you?

[Tren Bull]

haha that would be funny

[RuhlFreak55]

do you think they would kick you out if you were posting up on a roof with a really powerfull pellet gun with a scope, shooting cars as they go past you?

hhhhhmmmm yeah probably....sounds fun though

[Myka]

yeah i might have to agree with you there

so you think I should kill myself?

[RuhlFreak55]

nope don't kill yourself....

[Tren Bull]

hhhhhmmmm yeah probably....sounds fun though

haha yea, id love to do that. especially if i had a night vision scope... but maybe im getting a little too carried away here. this seems like a pretty bad idea

[Tren Bull]

so you think I should kill myself?

come on bro, dont think that. its not the end of the world, youl go somewhere else and get your degree

[Myka]

come on bro, dont think that. its not the end of the world, youl go somewhere else and get your degree

well thats what I was thinking...but ruhl thinks I should kill myself...now Im confused

[RuhlFreak55]

well thats what I was thinking...but ruhl thinks I should kill myself...now Im confused

huh.......no i said don't kill yourself...wtf

[Tren Bull]

well thats what I was thinking...but ruhl thinks I should kill myself...now Im confused

trust me bro, ive been there many many times. think about it like this though, there are people that care about you... your friends, your bros here at AR, and most importantly your family. it would totally devistate your parents if you ended your life.

[Tren Bull]

btw, do you think god would like it if you did that to your family? imo, hed be pretty pissed, then hed send you to hell, where your pain would be considerably worse than it is here in this life.

[Tren Bull]

if there really is a hell and its exactly what everyone thinks its like, then that would be a pretty bad place to be.

[Tren Bull]

i remember on my last cycle i was totally depressed and suicidal. i started thinking about how i wanted to die and go to hell. then i started imagining the absolute worst things that could possibly happen to me in hell. after about 2 hours of thinking up all these creative ways to inflict pain on myself on as many different levels as possible, i realized that maybe hell is not where i want to be.

[Tren Bull]

to tell you the truth, my imagination scared the sh_t out of me. id rather not go to heaven or hell.

[~fuelforfire~]

ive never been suicidal, just like in longest yard, i dunno what you're all depressed about, your white

[Myka]

um actually my ar bros are pretty much the only ones that would be upset...but I see what your saying haha Im not going to kill myself

[RuhlFreak55]

yeah i don't believe in that religious.....bunk

[~fuelforfire~]

to tell you the truth there tren, even thinking about what happens when you die scares the living shit out of me, dont know why it just creeps me out

[~fuelforfire~]

I aint relgious at all thats fo sho, the jesus thing sounds like a cult, like come on what do you expect me to think haha, like really, goddamn creepy

[RuhlFreak55]

I aint relgious at all thats fo sho, the jesus thing sounds like a cult, like come on what do you expect me to think haha, like really, goddamn creepy

well religions are all just popular cults........

[Tren Bull]

to tell you the truth there tren, even thinking about what happens when you die scares the living shit out of me, dont know why it just creeps me out

yea i know. thats why id rather lose all conscious thought once i die. once its lights out, i dont want to go to any kind of afterlife cause ive done my fair share of bad things, now im thinkin god wont forgive me for that

[Myka]

trenbull what is that picture of in your avvy...wheres it from?

[Myka]

now im thinkin god wont forgive me for that

yes he would

[Tren Bull]

I aint relgious at all thats fo sho, the jesus thing sounds like a cult, like come on what do you expect me to think haha, like really, goddamn creepy

i believe in god, but i honestly dont believe that jesus was the son of god. if that were true, then why did god let those motherfu_kers nail him to a cross?

[Tren Bull]

trenbull what is that picture of in your avvy...wheres it from?

its the cover of the album musicinhourmessage by public enemy

[~fuelforfire~]

lol so many dumb christian answers for that tren

[~fuelforfire~]

****, gotta lend a brutha a hand when i know i can

[Tren Bull]

yes he would

i hope so. i know i talk about some pretty fu_ked up things here on ar, but in reality, i try to be a good person. i like to get drunk and break things, but now i only do it to people that deserve it

[~fuelforfire~]

i try and be a good person, but you know, its just not me being myself. lol

[Tren Bull]

lol so many dumb christian answers for that tren

yea, but when it all comes down to it, its the opinion of some person who doesn't know any better than i do. honestly it fu_kin offends me when some religious motherfu_ker tells me how it is. im thinkin, how the fu_k do you know? did you ask god? no??? then shut the fu_k up

[Tren Bull]

i try and be a good person, but you know, its just not me being myself. lol

haha yea heard that. the only bad things i do now are deserved by the people i do them to.

[RuhlFreak55]

yea, but when it all comes down to it, its the opinion of some person who doesn't know any better than i do. honestly it fu_kin offends me when some religious motherfu_ker tells me how it is. im thinkin, how the fu_k do you know? did you ask god? no??? then shut the fu_k up

yep....my thinking too

[~fuelforfire~]

on with the show boys

[Tren Bull]

you wanna hear something kinda funny about me? on friday night, i accidentally stepped on a snail, and i still feel guilty about it.