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[RuhlFreak55]

so you see the problem

i don't think it's a problem....it's my defense mechanism kind of......don't get sad....get angry....and then get even

[Tren Bull]

i used to have a couple....but they've disappeared from my life......once when i was a freshman in high school some **** head threw a foot ball at me and hit me in the head.........i went so ****in ballistic......i was still fat then but i caught the **** head.....and i pumelled the shit out of his face until coach got me off of him.....**** head never looked me in the face after that.....and that's about the time i decided to get big too

haha thats tight

[Hackamaniac]

forgive just never forget

[Myka]

i don't think it's a problem....it's my defense mechanism kind of......don't get sad....get angry....and then get even

you missed the point....yes anger can make you "powerful" but look at what happens...you dont know what your doing..you black out..defense mechanism? thats for animals..there is a consequence for killing in your situation

[RuhlFreak55]

i wish i could get away with killing someone... just one person. id love to mutilate that fool

i'm pretty sure i'll end up doing it sometime.....defending myself or someone else probably......*does roundhouse*....

[Hackamaniac]

or that's atleast what I do

[Tren Bull]

yeah i'm not saying i'm nearly content by any means i wanna be 275 pounds of pure muscle

hell yea bro, me too. il be content when my arms are 20 inches with the rest of my body the same proportionate build

[RuhlFreak55]

you missed the point....yes anger can make you "powerful" but look at what happens...you dont know what your doing..you black out..defense mechanism? thats for animals..there is a consequence for killing in your situation

i don't black out black out.....i continue to fight....i just don't remember it.......

[Tren Bull]

i'm pretty sure i'll end up doing it sometime.....defending myself or someone else probably......*does roundhouse*....

id love to look in the mirror and know that i killed my sworn enemy

[RuhlFreak55]

forgive just never forget

i'll forgive alot of things...but there's a line...and once you pass it....you're dead to me

[RuhlFreak55]

id love to look in the mirror and know that i killed my sworn enemy

that would probably make you feel pretty ****in amazing i'm thinkin

[Tren Bull]

i'll forgive alot of things...but there's a line...and once you pass it....you're dead to me

i wish i was more forgiving, but honestly, i never really let sh_t go. il hold a grudge for years

[Hackamaniac]

i'll forgive alot of things...but there's a line...and once you pass it....you're dead to me

I do the same to a certain extent

[RuhlFreak55]

hell yea bro, me too. il be content when my arms are 20 inches with the rest of my body the same proportionate build

yeah.....huge all the way around...that's what i want.........hey except for the fertility issues......are there any setbacks to being on all the time? other than you can't ever come off again.........cause i could go store some sperm somewhere.....

[Tren Bull]

that would probably make you feel pretty ****in amazing i'm thinkin

haha yea. that would be tight. especially if i cut off his head, put it in a jar of fromaldihyde and kept the jar on my desk

[RuhlFreak55]

i wish i was more forgiving, but honestly, i never really let sh_t go. il hold a grudge for years

well so will i if you cross the line.....there's somethings i just don't forgive

[Hackamaniac]

[RuhlFreak55]

haha yea. that would be tight. especially if i cut off his head, put it in a jar of fromaldihyde and kept the jar on my desk

ok that's just a little weird

[Tren Bull]

yeah.....huge all the way around...that's what i want.........hey except for the fertility issues......are there any setbacks to being on all the time? other than you can't ever come off again.........cause i could go store some sperm somewhere.....

if you run hcg while on then you wont lose your ability to have kids.

[RuhlFreak55]

if you run hcg while on then you wont lose your ability to have kids.

really? sweet.......

[Tren Bull]

ok that's just a little weird

i really dont like this kid... as a matter of fact, i hate him. i FU_KIN HATE HIM GOD DAMN IT

[Hackamaniac]

U amaze me ruhlfreak you have so much anger and it must be from the OC

[RuhlFreak55]

i guess myka actually went to clean his room

[Tren Bull]

i hate this kid almost as much as i love liz

[RuhlFreak55]

U amaze me ruhlfreak you have so much anger and it must be from the OC

no no.....not from the OC.....my parents always wondered how i got so angry too......i dunno where it comes from

[Tren Bull]

really? sweet.......

yea, hcg is good sh_t

[Tren Bull]

no no.....not from the OC.....my parents always wondered how i got so angry too......i dunno where it comes from

imo we all have anger issues to an extent. some guys are worse than others

[RuhlFreak55]

actually i might know......being teased all throughout middle school and some of elementary school by eveybody because i was fat could have done it.......they created a monster that will come back to haunt them

[RuhlFreak55]

i hate this kid almost as much as i love liz

lol.....i gather that's pretty sizable

[Hackamaniac]

I agree I get pissed quite often but don't want to kill anyone

[Tren Bull]

actually i might know......being teased all throughout middle school and some of elementary school by eveybody because i was fat could have done it.......they created a monster that will come back to haunt them

yea, i got pushed around alot when i was a kid too. il never let that sh_t go

[RuhlFreak55]

imo we all have anger issues to an extent. some guys are worse than others

i dunno....like my brother....hardly ever gets mad......

[Tren Bull]

lol.....i gather that's pretty sizable

yea you could say that... hell, you remember a few monthes ago when i was really drunk and talkin all crazy about how i was gonna come back from the dead and haunt some guy? i was talking about the same kid

[RuhlFreak55]

yea, i got pushed around alot when i was a kid too. il never let that sh_t go

me neither...and i think they all knew it and so after i got big alot of them were very very nice to me......after first semester of freshman year in hs i never got made fun of again really.......

[Tren Bull]

I agree I get pissed quite often but don't want to kill anyone

i bet youd want to if someone did something bad enough to you

[RuhlFreak55]

yea you could say that... hell, you remember a few monthes ago when i was really drunk and talkin all crazy about how i was gonna come back from the dead and haunt some guy? i was talking about the same kid

yeah actually i do remember that and i figured this was the same kid

[KrooC]

maybe i should get shitfaced drunk

[RuhlFreak55]

wow we're just tooling through the pages here

[Tren Bull]

me neither...and i think they all knew it and so after i got big alot of them were very very nice to me......after first semester of freshman year in hs i never got made fun of again really.......

yea, sh_t stopped for me in high school too, but i saw my friends get punked pretty bad. you know, me and my friends almost did something really bad to those fools. looking back on it, i am glad we didn't do it

[RuhlFreak55]

maybe i should get shitfaced drunk

don't do it....it makes you weak to attack....i don't think i'm ever gonna do it again