I feel fat...Im gonna kill myself
Made Of Sugar
I feel fat...Im gonna kill myself
Anabolic Member
theres probably more to it than thatOriginally Posted by Tren Bull
maybe it's how one binds to the receptors...
Anabolic Member
there were no brown guys around
and i did hear 'behind you' quite clearly
naturally my defense mechanism was that they were not that hot anyway
Dbol Junkie
it just so strange... like slap youself in the face, i dont get it kinda strange
Anabolic Member
i wonder if i were to get huge.. that my self esteem would improve...
hope springs forth eternal life
Dbol Junkie
well fu_k that bitch then. maybe they were dating eachother and the one girl that said it was trying to pursuade her girlfriend to not be attracted to you
Made Of Sugar
okay somebody better stop me...*moves ever closer to rifle*
Purveyor of Thor's Hammer
i'm going to start ignoring you if you don't quit threatening to commit suicide
Dbol Junkie
yea, gaining muscle is always a good way to help make you more cocky. problem is that usually gear makes me really depressed and suicidal. then im so depressed i dont even want to hit on girls... id rather sit in my room and listen to brotha lynch hung lookin at my glock thinkin how much i want to shoot myself with it
Anabolic Member
if u were REALLY gonna do it then u wouldnt be telling anyone
Dbol Junkie
damn bro, you talk about suicide alot
Made Of Sugar
*sobbing* ruhl would you really do that to me?
Purveyor of Thor's Hammer
interesting rationale.......plausible though
Anabolic Member
tahts highly likely...
but thanks for trying to make me feel better about it
Made Of Sugar
just doll yourself up stunner...thatll show em..then you can break their heart and then theyll really be sorry
Purveyor of Thor's Hammer
maybe.....just quit acting like you're gonna do it....cause you're not
Made Of Sugar
my heart is broken...I really dont have anyone
Dbol Junkie
just stating the possibilities bro
Dbol Junkie
you got us though. AR isn't like a typical chat room. its a much smaller community here
Anabolic Member
u have us man
think about it
i would nnever reveal my true self to anyone over the net ... but i feel comfortable doing it here for some reason
Dbol Junkie
damn, dont you hate how certain exercises tax muscle groups that you dont want taxed? fu_kin bench works out my tris too much. i think im gonna stop doing it
Purveyor of Thor's Hammer
we're here for you, just quit acting like you're gonna kill yourself.....you're better than that.....don't you go to hell if you do that anyway? you don't wanna do that do you?
Anabolic Member
hmmm i feel my pecs sore and burning like crazy after i do dumbbell bench press
i dont like to do barbell bench ... i 'feel' it more in my shoulders and tris
Purveyor of Thor's Hammer
i haven't done bench in a workout for 6 months
Dbol Junkie
thats what im sayin bro. i love this forum. its too bad that my bros dont live closer to me though. theres some great guys here that i really do consider to be my good friends even though ive never met them in person
Anabolic Member
ya if some of u lived closer by we could all go chill at a bar or club or something
although there are some ppl from AR near where i live... like Mizfit
Dbol Junkie
yea. i like flat bench, cept in all honesty my triceps are much more of a priority than my chest is. its too bad that i cant do bench using only my chest and no triceps at all. it would be bad ass if i had the ability to totally isolate certain muscle groups on compound movements like that
Made Of Sugar
I dont want to kill myself..Ive actually never considered it...but what am I gonna do?..I feel so pointless..I really dont have anyone except you guys..the rest of you guys at least have 1 or 2 friends..I feel like I have no purpose and that I really am going to be alone forever....and Im tired of ppl telling me to give it time and that I will find someone..I know my situation..something can be going great with a girl and for no reason it just stops..like I am destine to be alone.../rant
Dbol Junkie
i hadn't done flat bench in about 3 years. i did it twice recently and im gonna stop again. kinda sucks, but imo i can get basically the same results doing different variations of flys. id just rather have huge triceps than an impressive max on bench
Anabolic Member
what up fockers
Dbol Junkie
I dont want to kill myself..Ive actually never considered it...but what am I gonna do?..I feel so pointless..I really dont have anyone except you guys..the rest of you guys at least have 1 or 2 friends..I feel like I have no purpose and that I really am going to be alone forever
if you truly think thats what will always happen then it will. the only way to make a change is if you try. dont give up on finding a woman
Made Of Sugar
I dont do flat barbell either
Anabolic Member
i guess u could use that coat rack... aka smith machine for a couple of sets after doing regular flat bench
Dbol Junkie
hey what up storm?
Purveyor of Thor's Hammer
transfer schools and see what happens.......aren't you at some crazy religious school?......gotta get out of there, experience something different from what you had all childhood.....find yourself so to speak. And like i've said before i'd almost 100% be in the same situation if jon didn't go here.....he's opened alot of social doors for meI dont want to kill myself..Ive actually never considered it...but what am I gonna do?..I feel so pointless..I really dont have anyone except you guys..the rest of you guys at least have 1 or 2 friends..I feel like I have no purpose and that I really am going to be alone forever
Anabolic Member
what up bro ... im just chillin watchin the yanks game
Made Of Sugar
Ive gone to many different schools throughout childhood...all public..it doesnt matter who the ppl aretransfer schools and see what happens.......aren't you at some crazy religious school?......gotta get out of there, experience something different from what you had all childhood.....find yourself so to speak. And like i've said before i'd almost 100% be in the same situation if jon didn't go here.....he's opened alot of social doors for me
Dbol Junkie
id rather not tax my tris at all on chest day. but i suppose i could try doing only 2 or 3 sets of bench instead of 6. problem is that i want to push serious weight so i push myself and i end up using my tris too much. its annoying cause when i do back i can easily isolate my back and minimize my bicep involvement
Dbol Junkie
thats cool bro. im chillin too. haha, didn't go to my boring ass history class today. i decided it would be more fun to lay in bed till 6pm, then whore it up
Made Of Sugar
I think Im just tired and ready for school to end
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