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[novastepp]

no ownage, not enough food, problems... problems that eat away at my mind...

[novastepp]

and i might just get on some test this fall and say **** it.

[Katelette81]

Well that's not good.... try to stay positive though...

[novastepp]

ahhh i'm so acting/talking/typing out of emotion right now. i'm 21 why do i have issues?

[novastepp]

forget it, right. not worth the stress...

[Katelette81]

Everyone has issues... no matter what age you are. Even when you're a kid... I never knew what to take for show and tell.. and those days when you forgot your lunch? forget about it!

[novastepp]

hahaha, true girl.

[Katelette81]

Depends what it is whether it's worth it or not... on a scale of 1 to 10... how much does it really affect you or your future?

[Katelette81]

YOu're strong.. you can overcome any shvt that comes your way... I have faith...

[novastepp]

haha near or distant future? cause my workout will suffer tonight, and i wont get as much sleep

[Katelette81]

OK.. well that's crappy... clearly... but not above you..

[novastepp]

i know it, i will overcome it. its her.... definately a no go. i went for it.

[novastepp]

should have just stuck with what i had, now its already different.

[Katelette81]

i know it, i will overcome it. its her.... definately a no go. i went for it.

Well... then she's a complete idiot and not worth your time, or thoughts anyway. And you were lead on... and that's definitely not cool at all

[Katelette81]

should have just stuck with what i had, now its already different.

No no... everything will be jsut as you want it... youjust have to act that way.. shrug it off. You were honest and upfront, it didn't pan out.. ob la di my friend...

[novastepp]

i guess ur right. dang.

[novastepp]

no we were supposed to go to our friends concert/open mic tonight. and her excuse is she has soccer. it gets over at 730 and open mic doesnt start until 9. i told her i woud drive (because 2 days ago we had talked about it and i said i would drive) and she was like i dont know, we'll see.... already backing out of stuff with me. damnit.

[novastepp]

guess i know now right. hell i tell people that all teh time. better to know than wonder...

[Katelette81]

I dunno... are you juming the gun?

[novastepp]

what u mean jumping the gun? overreacting? haha maybe.

[Katelette81]

well, if all she did was back out of something..maybe theres a reason you don't know about...

For myself.. I hate being dependant on people so sometimes I'll back out if I feel that way.. silly, but maybe she feels the same... ?

[novastepp]

no no no no. kate, i talked to her about my feelings. we dont share them.

[Katelette81]

OK.. so at least you know. But at owrk and stuff you just gotta act like you don't care.. not mean or anything, just indifferent... and hopefully the transition back to normal will be smooth

[Katelette81]

I know it sucks... trust me, I've been there.. too many times than I'd like to share. And it'll prolly happen again... so best you learn how to handle it, which I know you are and can do... just be glad the distinction has been made and youdon't have to wonder...

[novastepp]

id rather not know though...have it the way it was.

[novastepp]

i havent stuck my neck out (legitly) in almost 2 years. guess this is why i havent.

[Katelette81]

Bah! That's rubbish.. it's always best to know...

[Katelette81]

i havent stuck my neck out (legitly) in almost 2 years. guess this is why i havent.

Ya.. that's kind of a kick in the nuts... maybe when it's right you won't have to stick your neck out...

[novastepp]

Ya.. that's kind of a kick in the nuts... maybe when it's right you won't have to stick your neck out...

good call again.

[novastepp]

knwo waht ima do. ima call her before i leave and be like hey i'm gonna go u wanna go? i dont care what she says if its no i'll just be like. ok. i'll tell andrew you couldnt make it. ill see you tomorrow at work.

[Katelette81]

Well.... wow, I'm a bit shocked at the turn of events.. maybe she's not all there? haha..j/k

I gotta crash the iron pit... I'll be on later... don't think about it!! (I know, easier said than done)

[Katelette81]

knwo waht ima do. ima call her before i leave and be like hey i'm gonna go u wanna go? i dont care what she says if its no i'll just be like. ok. i'll tell andrew you couldnt make it. ill see you tomorrow at work.

Ummmm..... think about that... A LOT. I'd just leave her..sounds like she's made her decision about tonight.... if anything let her ask you about it tomorrow.. then you can jjust say... Oh, when we'd talked earlier didn't seem like you wanted to go so I didn't want to bug you about it....


Your call though,... you know better

[novastepp]

nahh, u know better. you're the girl here . i'ma forget it. and just go and enjoy teh music... back/bi/trap for me here in a lil bit. take it easy Kate. thanks for lending eyes and fingers to my problems

[Katelette81]

You got it... anytime!!! Back/bi's for me tonight too! have a great workout.. ttyl

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what up whores...

[novastepp]

girls man. ur lucky u have a respectable one.

[novastepp]

gotta lay down for a few minutes to free my mind of the **** that is poisioning me before my workout.

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Nova...hit me up on MSN....

[ShnouzedUp]

girls man. ur lucky u have a respectable one.

haha i know what you mean man, lyin fxckin whores..

[ShnouzedUp]

knwo waht ima do. ima call her before i leave and be like hey i'm gonna go u wanna go? i dont care what she says if its no i'll just be like. ok. i'll tell andrew you couldnt make it. ill see you tomorrow at work.

dude, do not! do that.... stupid bxtches feed off that crap, it will make her happy to say no, just cause she knows ita get to you.. don't give her that. screw her crap, you can do better anyway and you know it. so forget about it and see what comes along next.