Man, if I could have one of You guys going to the same gym as I do (LifeTime Fitness) over here in IL, and have You as my lifting partner ho-ly sh!t. That would be outstanding. Even tho I'm not big, I`d have a guy that is on my team! But nope I gotta workout bymyself. When I see some of these big mofos around here I'm like damn. I get this damn feeling of wanting to grow FASTER ! FASTER! BIGGER! Even thoguh I know it's years of training before getting there.. I just get this feeling that drives me nutz sometimes, and when this happens every time I go to steroid profiles and read about them.

Than.. next day..I go to the gym.. I do nice workout.. I feel good and I calm down.
Well..today is one of these days! I want to BE BIG NOW! OK!? Not year or two from today.. NOW! Next month!
So, can't wait to go to the gym so I can bust my ass off and calm the f down.
Oh well.