Need some help to interpret this nightmare that was so real even after i woke up i was so worried of ****in up my life with possibility of serving prison time. In the dreamed i stabbed one my neighbor to death who for some reason i believe i somewhat envy him. I stabbed him with a knife as heavy as a 40Ib of dumbell. I stabbed him several times i was covered in pool of blood. I carried his skinny body and throw it in dumpster behind our condo building. good thing nobody saw anything. I got away with it clean. i truly despise this guy but I am wondering why am l having this murderous thought? is this part of the roid rage in progress? One thing i know for sure over the last two years since I started AAS and aggreesive workout schedul is that I'm seeking some Revenge but I dont know who my target is .

Any comment will be appreciated