Amorphic's First Cycle log: NPP/Prop

[RANA]

Keep it up Amorphic!!!

[Amorphic]

DAY 39

Off day today and all the way until monday. i need to let my arm rest and aggrivating an injury will only make things worse.

weight is 220

it is getting ridiculously hard to cook enough food in a day to manage enough calories to get any heavier.

im really really going to up my intake and hope for another 10 pounds by the cycle end.

[Amorphic]

DAY 40

off from the gym again.

honestly im growing tired of this cycle.

zero testicular atrophy yet again, zero change in sex drive both in increase and decrease.

no 'on' feeling.

strength increase yes, but considering my diet right now is absolutely massive i wouldnt be suprised if the 10 pounds ive gained as been purely diet and training related.

i have a bit of acne but other than that and insomnia things feel the same.

im going to get my blood levels checked and i'll post the verdict when i can.

meh.

[rodgerj]

Do you notice any bloating at all? I only did when I saw a photo of my face. I did not do any before and after pic really except for my back. I am glad I did that as I could not see the progress as well any other way. It was a monstrous difference.

On the food side of things.... you think you have it bad? I am a veggie so my shit was limited as fcuk. The thing that I could not stand is the daily injects. I feel for you there man..... Put a bunch of quinoa with or between your meals. That shit is good clean food. Pound for pound as much protein as meat.

[Amorphic]

Do you notice any bloating at all? I only did when I saw a photo of my face. I did not do any before and after pic really except for my back. I am glad I did that as I could not see the progress as well any other way. It was a monstrous difference.

On the food side of things.... you think you have it bad? I am a veggie so my shit was limited as fcuk. The thing that I could not stand is the daily injects. I feel for you there man..... Put a bunch of quinoa with or between your meals. That shit is good clean food. Pound for pound as much protein as meat.

i dont know whats with me.

i just feel kind of miserable lately. it might have to do with working a ton and my shoulder/arm injury as well as the horrible insomnia i am dealing with.

bloat is minimal. i can feel my stomach bloat up after a heavy meal and ive been told my face is puffier.

i just need to shake off this kind of depressed mood i've been in lately and stay focused.

[Amorphic]

DAY 41

Nothing to report today. Shoulders and triceps tomorrow. the pain in my arm is feeling somewhat better since i havent been stressing it. we'll see how things go tomorrow

[Amorphic]

DAY 42

Hit up the gym today and did shoulders and triceps. the three days off did wonders for recovery as i felt super strong and pounded out some very good sets.

front raises are the only thing that seemed to give me some discomfort, heavy dumbbell military press with 80's i hammered out for 8 7 7 and then i dropped down and finished with light weight high reps to get a nice pump.

weight is 221.

hopefully soon i will be stocking up on some human grade stuff in preparation for the next cycle.

[rodgerj]

hopefully soon i will be stocking up on some human grade stuff in preparation for the next cycle.

You lucky mofo!

[ironaddict69]

I will be interested to see the lab results as well.

On a side note, insomnia alone has shown to support depression by lowering our neurotransmitter levels.

[Amorphic]

I will be interested to see the lab results as well.

On a side note, insomnia alone has shown to support depression by lowering our neurotransmitter levels.

yeah and i still have insomnia like a bitch. ugh.

[rodgerj]

yeah and i still have insomnia like a bitch. ugh.

If medical aids are not helping out you might want to try binaural beats or a light and sound machine. The right program will change your brain frequency to theta/delta.

[Amorphic]

DAY 43

Off day today since its Canada day and everything is closed. back and biceps tomorrow.

sleeping is still very very difficult but i keep getting lots of comments on my appearance and how large im getting.

[200byjune]

i wanna see what your lab results are like

[ironaddict69]

If medical aids are not helping out you might want to try binaural beats or a light and sound machine. The right program will change your brain frequency to theta/delta.

That is the best advice I have seen on here yet. I used to use meditation tapes, but I just used them to get to sleep! Your doin fine sitting there then all of a sudden BOOM your out.

[Amorphic]

DAY 44

back and biceps went well. its so damn hot outside that i was practically sweating to death inside the gym but i managed to hammer out some solid weight. arm pump was ridiculous, very full and hard.

[10nispro]

You really have me thinking against the npp cycle I was wanting to do, with all the insomia you are having.

[pump.joe]

Hang in there, guy. You taking anything else which the insomnia could be attributable to (e.g., Adderall)?

[Amorphic]

Hang in there, guy. You taking anything else which the insomnia could be attributable to (e.g., Adderall)?

nope, no prescription meds.

i still need to get some ambien. the heat here isnt helping the sleep situation either

[QBERT]

Bro trust me. I have sleeping disorders due to my job. I don't take it every night, just when I have trouble falling asleep. Ambien CR is the way to go. Don't waste your time on regular ambien. It is better in imho.

[thetank]

nope, no prescription meds.

i still need to get some ambien. the heat here isnt helping the sleep situation either

no AC? goddamn man, i would ****in LOSE it. i would take air conditioning over the internet. or cable, or ****in anything. seriously, i couldnt live without it.

[T_Own]

for real haha, i hate not having the ac on.. you could look into getting a window mounted one just for your bedroom. they aren't too expensive

[ironaddict69]

DAY 44

back and biceps went well. its so damn hot outside that i was practically sweating to death inside the gym but i managed to hammer out some solid weight. arm pump was ridiculous, very full and hard.

I doubt highly that your gear is fake then, noticing huge pumps, would not be a placebo effect.

[Amorphic]

DAY 45

stocked up on a ton of chicken breasts so i can keep my heavy diet up.

off day today. talk about lethargy! incredibly tired all day, very low on energy and very tired overall.

chest.traps tomorrow.

[Amorphic]

DAY 46

Energy is still really down. fell asleep at 7am last night and had to get up at 10am.

worked chest and traps today and struggled at bit.

[ironaddict69]

DAY 46

Energy is still really down. fell asleep at 7am last night and had to get up at 10am.

worked chest and traps today and struggled at bit.

I am assuming this is now becoming normal to you, But I want to highlight the fact that you only got 3 hours of sleep. Even with double that, you are lacking. triple that is what we want. I really want to help you, because even though you are getting AMAZING results so far, imagine what you could do if you would get sufficient amounts of sleep every night. Talk about results. Lets bite the bullet here and see a Dr. about the Ambien/whatever med he recommends.

[pump.joe]

^^ +1

You need your sleep, bud. Obviously you want maximum results, which requires adequate rest, and regardless I'm sure it is no fun going through your day on just a few hours of sleep.

[Amorphic]

DAY 47

I had a busy day today and only managed to make it to the gym half an hour before it closed so i managed to do a half leg workout. Looking in the mirror today i can see a definite improvement in my physique. shoulders look much more full as well as my chest and arms especially.

on monday i am calling the doc to book an appt asap to get this sleeping problem under control.

[Amorphic]

Day 48

Off day today. Slept like shit again but my energy was up today and i felt pretty good overall. shoulders and traps tomorrow as well as calling the doctor to get some ambien.

[10nispro]

Hey bro, sorry to hear you are having the sleep deprivetion. You are lucky to even make it to the gym, alive. Heck, ask a friend for some ambien to see how it does. Also, take a full day off and just sleep. If you need anything, pm me.

[Amorphic]

DAY 49

Couldnt make it to the gym as i planned to today since a few things came up. i will make sure to get in there tomorrow.

my legs still feel pumped from my leg workout a couple days ago. i will post my weight at the end of this week.

[Amorphic]

DAY 50

Shoulders and tri's was great today. my tri's were getting so pumped on pulldowns that they hurt.

shoulder doesnt seem to be bothering me too much now, a bit of discomfort doing dumbbell raises but thats all.

[10nispro]

Things are sounding pretty sweet in Canada in Amorphic camp.

Check my log, Bro.

[dedic8ed1]

I havn't been up on your thread as much but it seems you finally got some real gear and sleep's your biggest problem.The ambien or another sleep med in moderation should help.My suggestion would be to use the sleep meds every other day,sleep aid addiction is very common.How many weeks do you have left?

[Amorphic]

I havn't been up on your thread as much but it seems you finally got some real gear and sleep's your biggest problem.The ambien or another sleep med in moderation should help.My suggestion would be to use the sleep meds every other day,sleep aid addiction is very common.How many weeks do you have left?

i only have about 20 days left. ive decided to change things around a bit so feel free to comment on this as well as anyone else.

im going to be finished prop and npp in roughly 20something days when my stuff runs out.

my plan at the moment is to make this a multi stage cycle. i will be getting more prop and will be using tren ace for the last part of this cycle.

40 more days addition with 100mgs/ed of tren ace and 100mgs prop/ed.

i will adjust the dosages accordingly if the sides are too hard to handle. I dont have any other negative sides other than bacne and the insomnia so it makes sense to me to get on tren.

my goal for the last leg of the cycle will to roughly maintain the weight im at but change my body composition (decrease bodyfat) to a more acceptable degree to me.

im at 15% bodyfat right now and i have a lot of mass on my frame but the highish bodyfat is getting old to me. (ive been bulking for over a year and a half)

im probably going to get the third degree over this but im going to be doing it and you guys can follow along with me.

[Amorphic]

DAY 51

off day today. nothing much to report. im changing gyms on friday and going back to the golds gym we have here since my gym is a little shithole that is locally owned and the owner doesnt give a shit about the equipment.

feeling good overall, minus the tiredess

[bbuff]

I've been following this thread from the beginning, I was just wondering if you were gonna be using the same lab for the last part of your cycle.

[Amorphic]

I've been following this thread from the beginning, I was just wondering if you were gonna be using the same lab for the last part of your cycle.

yes i will be.

all cycles afterwards are going to be human grade, minus tren if i keep using it for future cycles.

[Amorphic]

also i booked an appointment with the doctor for monday. hopefully i can get some ambien and something to take care of my allergies.

[Amorphic]

Forgot my update for yesterday.

DAY 52

Worked chest and traps. very vascular pumps which is nice considering im not shredded or anything. Strength seems to be about the same.

I have a doc appt on monday so i will hopefully be sleeping well that night. I need to up my diet again as 220 seems to be like a tough point for me to advance over. my goal for the cycle was to hit 230, still some work to do.

[ironaddict69]

Oh the dreaded 225 for me. My eyes have only looked down to see 230 when I was on tren , and another time with ghrp-6 (ate like a horse both times!) Keepup the good work man.