other than that it seems my body wanna get sick again but im fighting back with all ammo.
Oh and i've heard more shit from employers in 2 weeks than in my whole life...oh gods...i wanna kill them for being so stupid...Enyo, Ares give me strenght...
im going to take my morning smash
peace
i though about it...like if i'm appyling for a job in a store. Just say i have the basic mandatory knowledge. But they will realise as soon as i open my mouth on the interview they will realize i speak like a 40yrs old writter. (I'm a writter).
When i talk to girl on the phone first and then they see me they ALWAYS say i though you were older. I say why? they way you spoke. 22 yrs old don't speak that way. I'm a had a book worm childhood and a 158IQ. I think i can fake being a mediocre dude but mediocres sense me at the first second i open my mouth.
im a whore
i need to stop
cuz i feel like i need to settle down. i need to stop and be a better guy
i need to be a whore. my life is boring. I need some whoring. But i feel so lazy and don't enjoy sex at all so...it wouldn't really make much sense...
ive done alot, and im mean alot of bad things in my life, made so many stupid mistakes. but the only thing, the one and only thing i regret is not stayin with my Fiance.
*kicks myself in the head*
I've gone into the "into consideration" category. As a Fitness trainer-PT for the most expensive de Luxe gym on the city. My presentation letter was like begging the job, thorwing all my knowledge...come...a bit of luck...i need that job. is my dream job. all day in a gym trainning and teaching old fart how to properly do pulldowns...come on..i invoke the possessors of all hidden keys, gods of the unknown and the lawless exctasies initiante me, thy most faithful child in the darkness and mysteries and all pleasurable joooobs.
fvcking stomach...making me feel sick again...im currently doing a list of what i can't eat and what i can. Surprisingly donuts and cakes feel good. And canned tuna, shakes, feel like shit make me sick.
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