I'm stoked, today is the day, I'm more than likely going to wait until tonight, I like working out at night much better and wait for the after work traffic to clear out and thats when the bigboys come in...LOL they give me inspiration.
No like I lost motivation to do anything a few months ago and just wanted to kind of leach off the world for a bit.
After a month or 2 I started to like it too much and decided it was gonna be a problem.
I spent maybe another month trying to figure out why I just didn't give a shit anymore. Like I was content with not working out, I was content with getting a stomach, I was happy that I didn't care. So I tried to figure out how to make myself unhappy again and discontent with my life.
Because its hard for me to be motivated when I like my life too much lol. My search for motivation became a search for reason to hate my life, I failed. Than just started doing shit, and now I'm motivated again. But I'm content too. Just weird fvcked up phases I go through I guess.
Ya dig?
And working out at night blows. Wayy too many idiots come out then, no offense - ahem.
so how did it go Kats?![]()
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