permanent HPTA damage

[SilverTest]

damn , nothing is certain i guess. there is no answer to my question , to each his own.

hummm..... thats a really tough decision . the thing is ,i am saying to myself " what if i could do it this way , have all the life enhancing muscle building ..etc etc effects of test , and still recover just fine , what if i can make it, i have a pretty damn good body and very good genetics , sriously i grow like a weed, very meso build, and i have a big shot at competing, i am 100% sure i would build a phenomenal physique....decisions decisions decisions...."

am i on my own here guys , or can you vets give me advice so i can make the best decision ....?

i'm sure as hell not going to stay on if i am not 100% in the game.

[marcus300]

damn , nothing is certain i guess. there is no answer to my question , to each his own.

hummm..... thats a really tough decision . the thing is ,i am saying to myself " what if i could do it this way , have all the life enhancing muscle building ..etc etc effects of test , and still recover just fine , what if i can make it, i have a pretty damn good body and very good genetics , sriously i grow like a weed, very meso build, and i have a big shot at competing, i am 100% sure i would build a phenomenal physique....decisions decisions decisions...."

am i on my own here guys , or can you vets give me advice so i can make the best decision ....?

i'm sure as hell not going to stay on if i am not 100% in the game.

Do your research and way up the risk's and cycle as healthy as possible for you to achieve your goals, blood work before and after will be a big indication how well your recovering, there is no answer if there was we would be saying "cycle like this" and do this "pct" and you will be fine, but we cant!

just looking at these type of forums you will understand we all respond differently and there are issues and questions what come up all the time related to what your asking, that should tell you there isn't one answer for everyone The risk is related to what your trying to achieve and what your going to have to do to compete at what ever level your trying to go for!