if you dropped your weight right back to your pre cycle weight. than that is a diet problem, or a fake gear porblem.

but i very much understand where you are coming from, on the anadrol. all it does for me, is make me a bloated bitch. i hate it. but i have a buddy that gets excellent gains from it. he loves it. my advice would be, once you have your diet sorted. is to try dbol with your next cycle. it seems like people who have bad experience with anadrol, have good results with dbol. and vice versa.