How can you get TRT prescribed and still cycle?

[Immortal Soldier]

You shouldn't be even considering TRT right now. You're way too young. Why would you want to give up your natural test production?

I know you're already cruising and blasting.. which is A HUGE mistake in my opinion. But what, you honestly what to crash your test levels so badly that a endo puts you on HRT for the rest of your life? IMO I'd focus on getting through your degree @ university..

I was just talking to you about steroid abuse, and you mentioned going to rehab in Sept... then why the HELL are you asking this!!! it's a step in the opposite direction my friend..

It's pretty complicated and I appreciate if you don't throw my personal life out on to the open forums unless I bring it up myself because I don't want any n00bs following my path. But since it was brought up I will give everyone the full story:

I never said I was going to rehab in Sept, that would be impossible since I would be back on campus and have classes M-F, I said I was thinking about going to rehab in Dec. when I am off.

Look do I consider what I am doing abuse? Yes, it hurts more admitting it than anything. How can I give advice to new steroid users when I am the biggest hyprocite of all? That stuff weighs heavily on my mind. Cruise/blasting at 21 is not the answer to my problems, the fact is I don't have control over it. My muscle dysmorphia has reached a point where it justifys everything I do, right now I eat/sleep/and workout everyday.

I have no social life right now, I mean sure I am down in some small ass town for summer instead of being up at campus but hell thats not an excuse to not go out.

I am not enjoying life, my parents do not talk to me they have basically turned their backs on me after they found out about my usage, I am on medications up the ass to take away the back acne I have. During workouts I bleed through my shirt even when wearing an undershirt underneath. Relationship wise, everytime I meet a girl I always end up choosing lifting over her.

So yeah life isn't too good right now, the doctor told me to get off and he will check my levels and prescribe TRT if I need it, I suffered from ED at the age of 17! 17! Think about that, wayyyy before I touched steroids I began having ED problems. I cannot even get off for a couple months to see if I qualify for TRT.

I am not THINKING about TRT, I am just looking at my opitions. Right now everything is great during my cruise, no problems to speak of besides horny-ness and getting rid of my back acne, but this isn't the life I want for myself.

It's hard to admit when your this weak...I wish I could tell you guys the full extent, but it would just make me more upset.

[gymnerd]

It's pretty complicated and I appreciate if you don't throw my personal life out on to the open forums unless I bring it up myself because I don't want any n00bs following my path. But since it was brought up I will give everyone the full story:

I never said I was going to rehab in Sept, that would be impossible since I would be back on campus and have classes M-F, I said I was thinking about going to rehab in Dec. when I am off.

Look do I consider what I am doing abuse? Yes, it hurts more admitting it than anything. How can I give advice to new steroid users when I am the biggest hyprocite of all? That stuff weighs heavily on my mind. Cruise/blasting at 21 is not the answer to my problems, the fact is I don't have control over it. My muscle dysmorphia has reached a point where it justifys everything I do, right now I eat/sleep/and workout everyday.

I have no social life right now, I mean sure I am down in some small ass town for summer instead of being up at campus but hell thats not an excuse to not go out.

I am not enjoying life, my parents do not talk to me they have basically turned their backs on me after they found out about my usage, I am on medications up the ass to take away the back acne I have. During workouts I bleed through my shirt even when wearing an undershirt underneath. Relationship wise, everytime I meet a girl I always end up choosing lifting over her.

So yeah life isn't too good right now, the doctor told me to get off and he will check my levels and prescribe TRT if I need it, I suffered from ED at the age of 17! 17! Think about that, wayyyy before I touched steroids I began having ED problems. I cannot even get off for a couple months to see if I qualify for TRT.

I am not THINKING about TRT, I am just looking at my opitions. Right now everything is great during my cruise, no problems to speak of besides horny-ness and getting rid of my back acne, but this isn't the life I want for myself.

It's hard to admit when your this weak...I wish I could tell you guys the full extent, but it would just make me more upset.

Bro, I just want to wish you the best of luck on your recovery and hopefully you will not need TRT and can just walk away from steroid use a better man. I think it took alot of guts to put that out there.