alpha.. this is normal. It happened to me.. Ive never injected myself, i wasnt afraid of needles because growing up i had given blood all the time and also had weekly alergy shots. I think the first time i did it, i just over worked myself, and as i injected, my knees buckled and feel a bit to the floor and still had the needle in me. Sweating, and huge head rush. got gathered myself adn took the needle out and was like wow i feel like a *****. my 2nd needle went in with ease and after that I looked forward to my next injection. My 2nd cycle will be again Test E and shot it every 3.5 days(bulk cycle) but the following cycle my 3rd will be a cut cycle (after 12[cycle]+4[PCT] weeks off). I will be on Test P so ill be shooting EoD.