What the heck is wrong with me?

[Bojangles69]

You're trying to subconsciously sabatoge yourself cause deep inside your afraid of total commitment.
If you weren't you would not have this problem. Its natural, you're young and most likely somewhat scar'd from your time in jail, and what ever also put you there to start.

Its the process of aging and getting older. You realize being with one person is always what most people want (lots of studies have proven 90% of people want one and only one partner - you learn that in experimental psych lol)

And how long have you been out just curious?
(everything else was just a guess no more no less)

[Deltasaurus]

You're trying to subconsciously sabatoge yourself cause deep inside your afraid of total commitment.
If you weren't you would not have this problem. Its natural, you're young and most likely somewhat scar'd from your time in jail, and what ever also put you there to start.I think im fine honestly, I burned a house down at nite after the owner of the house hit my best friend in the head with a rock, i was 17.

Its the process of aging and getting older. You realize being with one person is always what most people want (lots of studies have proven 90% of people want one and only one partner - you learn that in experimental psych lol)the girl i wanna be with is in australia till December, than i should be with her i hope, for a long time if not ever

And how long have you been out just curious?
(everything else was just a guess no more no less)

Been out for about 2 years maybe a little more or less

[Friend]

the girl i wanna be with is in australia till December, than i should be with her i hope, for a long time if not ever

I'll take good care of her for you while she's in Aus if you want bro