You think those two guys hate their lives? You need to get your mind right, put your priorities in the correct order, and wait about 5 years to start thinking about AAS. Hell, you are in the 'testosterone' prime of your life. Use it! Get as good as you can naturally. Its more than building a good physical base, it also trains your mind so your are mentally prepared for the life you must lead when you are pumping your body full of hormones. Just my opinion...