Cycle:
So I'm 26, 6'4" 225lbs. Did my first cycle 500mg Sust per week, then switched to 500mg Test E week 5 and ran it till week 11. I was on 250mg Tren A but only for the first two weeks and got some good advice here to get off of it. Started at 210lbs ended at 233lbs, back to ~225lbs.
PCT:
I ran 20mg ed Nolvadex and 50mg ed Clomid for 4 weeks starting two weeks after the last injection. I've been off the PCT drugs for about 5 weeks and a few days now. My sex drive and testicles have been back to normal for a while now. I still have some lingering acne on my back which makes me think hormones aren't totally normal yet.
Issues:
Toward the end of the cycle I was feeling quite anxious and excitable. I would get a really tight sensation within my chest and sometimes would have to catch my breath if I was getting too excited while talking to someone. I also started to get heart palpitations at night when relaxing to watch tv. I also was having trouble with my vision while in the gym.
Episode #1:
Over labor day weekend, during the last two weeks of my cycle I had an episode where I had too much to drink and the next morning was dehydrated or something and had some sort of hypoglycemic breakdown (I'm only guessing). I was also on claritin and sudafed at the time. First my face went numb, then my hands, then my arms, then my stomach, then my whole body and I was panicking big time and I was driving. I was in the middle of nowhere and went into a convenience store and they called the paramedics. By the time they got there I had been drinking gatorade and eating a breakfast burrito. They ran an ekg and said I was fine and said the juice had nothing to do with it either.
Went to the doc when I got home, ran another ekg, told him about the tight chest and vision and he said I'm fine. But if the palpitations don't go away he can refer me to the cardiologist.
During PCT most of these symptoms went away...
Episode #2:
I had just got over the swine flu. I was still on the medication "Tamaflu." Thanksgiving night I went out and had a few drinks, not an extreme amount and I ate plenty before obviously. I woke up the next morning dizzy as hell, felt almost cross eyed, off balance, nauseous, like I'd been drugged the night before. I tried walking with some friends to get breakfast but started shaking and all the street sounds started getting really loud and confusing and I had to sit down on the sidewalk. I got some gatorade and felt progressively better over the next 30 min to an hour. A friend of mine is convinced it's low blood sugar and it seems to help to drink something with sugar when I start to feel weird.
I haven't been intoxicated since.
However, I've been getting these panic attacks that come out of nowhere and I feel tightness in my chest and short of breath as well as sometimes feeling dizzy. Also independently of the panic/anxiety (whatever it may be) I'm having strange visual disturbances on and off ever since. Everyday I wake up hoping I'll just feel normal. The vision stuff is like when alot of cars are passing the motion confuses my eyes and it's hard to focus, and sometimes I'll have sensitivity to light and see something from the tv when I look away for a moment, almost like a camera flash. It's sort of confusing right now to try to look at the screen and type.
I went to the doc again last Thursday and he drew blood and took a urine sample. I told him I was on pro hormones to try to get him to test my hormone levels but he only wanted to test my thyroid, cholesterol, blood sugar, and some other things. And I don't have insurance so these clinic docs don't want to hear anything I have to say or answer any questions and they definitely don't know shit about juice. So the visits seem to accomplish nothing but make me feel hopeless. I have these terrible feelings being doomed or something.
Add to this my close friend and training partner had a small stroke from overdosing on liquid tamox (they think). He is fine now but it scares the shit out of me when I don't feel right and my vision is messing with me!
Anyone had similar experience?
Any ideas at all?
Stories to share?
If I have to pay out of pocket to get more bloodwork I will but what should I ask for??
Suggestions?
Are there any doctors out there that can help me?
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Thanks in advance friends.