If your boyfriend is against steroids it shouldn't matter what you take...test should be enough to get him to dump you.
Seriously though your diet is so crappy...you aren't going to get ideal weight loss and muscle retention on what looks like about 1500 cals a day and only eating between the hours of 10 and 5.
Sounds like you're a new years resoloution overweight but not dedicated person and I don't advise you take anything except diet and cardio until you can maintain a routine for a substantial amount of time...you're going to disagree with that, but oh well.
No need to ever take steroids if you aren't doing resistance training at all.
Clen isn't all that, will give you the shakes, gives nasty cramps and you don't need it...plus taking 80mcg the first day can be a pretty bad time so you haven't researched it either.
You haven't given your stats yet either
age, weight, bf
training experience
so if I'm assuming the worst it's your fault