that sucks about the test. What type of gains have you made so far? I understand the urge to want to cruise. It is literally a daily battle for me lol, but I am going to wait as long as possible or until it is really needed.

It is a pretty big decision, you should run pct and then take some time to think more about it. You should talk to some others about being on hrt, it seems to me that they would much rather be in our position then having to be on hrt.