First Cycle. Need experienced input

[xhurricanexkylex]

Haha this is why I was on here asking. Like you said, real world application. I completely see where your coming from. And trust me, im doing absolutely everything you're sayin i should be haha.

Its hard to find the information that you're talking about too. I really have been reading up on all the posts on here that are directed at kids like me, but theres little out there about how it affects your test in the future. Having a person out there like you that knows is way more helpful than a website.

I understand what your saying in regards to age, i'm curious how dosage and therapy can counteract that though. Or if its just a general thing that happens when synthetic testosterone is introduced to the body, regardless of care and therapy.

[dieseljimmy]

Haha this is why I was on here asking. Like you said, real world application. I completely see where your coming from. And trust me, im doing absolutely everything you're sayin i should be haha.

Its hard to find the information that you're talking about too. I really have been reading up on all the posts on here that are directed at kids like me, but theres little out there about how it affects your test in the future. Having a person out there like you that knows is way more helpful than a website.

I understand what your saying in regards to age, i'm curious how dosage and therapy can counteract that though. Or if its just a general thing that happens when synthetic testosterone is introduced to the body, regardless of care and therapy.

I am not saying this happens to everyone but let me give my real life situation.
I am 30- I have been juicing for about 6 years. I got some sides from deca but almost everything else is mild sides if any. I am not really that concerned with gyno as it has only presented itself once with deca. I cut the deca ran some letro and was GTG. hair loss is not a big issue. I lose some hair during cycle but it grows back when I am done. I do run propecia while on for safety. and I run heavy DHT based cycles. I have gone a little over 3 grams of combined androgens. but most of the time about 2 grams of androgens. I am 6'2 and about 265(pretty lean) I can get to 255 without major discomfort at abour 7-8% BF. my biggest concern was fertility/ sexual function. I never had any sexual disfuction in 6 years. I recently went off cycle got my wife preggers and said f*ck it I am going heavy for 6-7 months. I am at about 6 months and I am having a hard time cumming. This is totally new to me, usually when on I am a machine. I thought I was immune. I have heard guys say this under there breath and always though "sucks for you dude" but it is not fun. now at this point she is uncomfortable with a big ass baby on her stomach so there is not a whole lot going on. but she gave me a weiner wash on sunday and I was really struggling to get off(but I did). It sucked. The mental aggrevation is wierd and hard to handle in my mind.
Now if someone asked me if I had steroid related issues would I tell them I am having boner issues? I dont know maybe not -it is embarressing. I am on a faceless nameless board right now speaking with likeminded people-very easy. If I were asked in a more clinical setting face to face with someone, IDK.
all I am saying is I think this is more of an issue then many guys would open up about. and I have noticed that the guys(that I know) that seem to really complain about this are the guys that started at 17/18/19.
I am going to run for about 4 more weeks and I am going to take a fairly long/hard PCT and break and hopefully that works but I am concerned that I may have f*cked something up. but even if I did at least I hit some hot tail, got in some 3 ways (that I use for shower time) did some straight unrespectable things while I was young and the girls where drunk and stupid. now if it dosent work I am missing out on sex once a week with my wife. could be worse I have always been too much(frequency) for her anyways. I am just glad it did not happen at 20.