If i felt that i had the time to train gradually for the next few years, I would. That's not the case though. I have a goal that i want to achieve (making a collegiate track team), and I'm going to give it one more shot. If i don't make it, it's pointless to keep trying, as I wouldn't have a very long career. I'm only considering this one cycle in order to make the team. After that, I can train safely without PED's. Again, if I thought I could make those marks in the alotted time i have to train (4 months) I would do it without steroids. 40 mgs anavar and 100 mgs test prop are minimal dosages. Also, PCT necessary with these small dosages? And, anyone with PED experience with running know how much I'll slow down after I stop?