My close friend and my source were the only people who knew. I was pretty self conscious about it awhile, always double checking myself to make sure that I wasn't getting too big, too fast. Fortunately my cycle leaned me out more than anything and the size changes were barely noticeable in clothes. My g/f and I broke up due to the usage when I told her and she told her entire family who now perceive me differently. **** it, it is what it is. I plan on doing it again here shortly but I have no intention of telling anyone. You can't convince or have a logical conversation with anyone regarding the topic due to how the information is delivered to them.
The disappointment is that after my cycle my health has never been better. I am off all medications but my rescue inhaler, four prescription asthma medications, my ance is gone, I am stronger, healthier and my breathing capacity on my asthma test went from 500 units to 775+. But, whatever, "I did steroids". Because I did a cycle I was able to push my body so hard that I was able to overcome most of my long term health problems. But, they never want to listen to that. As the down four shots, never drink water, eat fast food and smoke. Yeah, I did something unhealthy. Ok.
People are essentially Lemmings that vilify the strong willed and those that are willing to have healthy discussions about topics. I can't cheat if I am only in competition with myself. Either way, I win.
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