when i was 20, i bench pressed 405lbs 3 times.. 225lbs 20 times.. and never did steroids.. you are on your 4th cycle... and for some reason are doing 1250mg of test and only 250mg of tren??? you will lose half of what you gained too... have you posted your diet in the diet section?? or your training routine?? seems to me that you are lacking in one of those two departments... doesn't matter if you take 1000mg of prop a day.. if you don't know how to eat and train you will get nowhere..i.e. where you are at right now.

you are risking not being able to have kids in the future cause you are too lazy to train right or to undisciplined to keep a proper diet.. and too impatient to just do it naturally.. great stuff man.. you should be proud of yourself.