Just ordered gear, first time user, have a few Q's for people that have experience.

[Fetch]

I am in this 100% and will do it no matter what, I just want to minimize collateral damage, steroids have such undeserved negative connotations..

This statement by itself is the wrong attitude to have about it. If it's not the right thing for you, it's not. That said, the cycle is a little heavy for a first timer. You could be risking a little too much for no real gain. I'd stick with the test by itself, in your shoes. 500 mg/week of Test is plenty for any first cycle. In addition, 30 lbs of sustainable muscle is a little high for expectations.
As for your questions:
Steroids will increase your natural aggression. They won't cause it. If you are a generally calm person, you shouldn't really have to worry. As for your family/friends, it all depends on the person. If any of them have experience with steroids, they'll know. A lot of people don't know anything about it though, and assume it's so fringe that only the massive guys in the gym are using. I wouldn't worry on that front.

[djra8]

This statement by itself is the wrong attitude to have about it. If it's not the right thing for you, it's not. That said, the cycle is a little heavy for a first timer. You could be risking a little too much for no real gain. I'd stick with the test by itself, in your shoes. 500 mg/week of Test is plenty for any first cycle. In addition, 30 lbs of sustainable muscle is a little high for expectations.
As for your questions:
Steroids will increase your natural aggression. They won't cause it. If you are a generally calm person, you shouldn't really have to worry. As for your family/friends, it all depends on the person. If any of them have experience with steroids, they'll know. A lot of people don't know anything about it though, and assume it's so fringe that only the massive guys in the gym are using. I wouldn't worry on that front.

Thank you for the input! I appreciate it! the reason I went with that setup was because I have a good friend who is veteran and thats what he recommended, I can see how he may have over done it a bit. I will have to think about that