Dude, you're blasting a gram of gear a week and you don't know what you're doing? Kid, here is the truth, most of the guys who run gear in the gym (and most of your friends who do it) don't know what the **** they're doing. You're lucky you found this site, but you really need to re-evaluate your cycle. Sometimes less is more and you should be running HCG to maintain testicular size and function. But don't just buy some HCG and mix it and run it, be very careful on how long you run it for and what your dosages are. In other words do your homework.