I'm not even sure what to say.... Glad you recovered. I cant imagine why you though that much gear for that long would be a good idea. I'm glad/hope you learned something from it. If you had not had something to scare you then you probably wouldn't have. I never understood the it wont/cant happen to me attitude.... I guess I have seen/read to many times where it's obvious it can/does happen.

Dont we all with we had our testosterone levels checked at 24 so we had a base line? I imagine mine where also good since I had naturally good genetics, made quick gains. If I had known anything about diet OMG I could have been big. LOL Like most 24 yr olds I had a good/high libido also but even will into my early 40s it was high even when I had low T. I think part of it is just an active imagination and to much free time surfing porn. lol