Hey guys. checking in again since being 285 i am now 280.1 as far as clothes i told every one to get me 2 xl shirts instead of the 3-4 xl i was wearing lol.
The motivation wasnt so much about me but "girl" situations that kinda left me down and depressed.. we all been there done that haha.Still dieting trying to get that fight back i had when i first started the whole reason this started for me was because i like this girl and am doing it for her but i also
know i have to do it for myself.
now being 280lbs pretty much 60 lbs loss and only 40 from my goal i really see me hitting this mark within another 4 months of hard work building alot more muscle mass so maybe ill be heavier but in better shape.My lack of motivation will be stopped by joining a gym i know the fact im there will make me work harder instead of working out at home.
my diet has opend up i finally relised i can eat normal but watch my calories fats and carbs excersise is just the key to losing the weight 
need a new belt also lol mines getting to big i cant wait to hit my goal and see if i have the courage to post a before and after photo in the same shirt.
you all are wonderful motivation and it helps a ton im bout to go hit the bow fflex now take care.